GRANGER, nicolette mackenzie

[nicolette]

nicolette mackenzie granger.

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/ i want to voice this out loud

full name. nicolette mackenzie granger
stage name. nicole granger
nicknames. nic
age & dob. twenty two; october 8, 1987
gender. female
sexual orientation. bisexual
career. tv/film actor
hometown. new york, new york.


/ it's therapeutic somehow

height. five foot nine
eyes. blue
hair. blonde
build. slim, toned.
distinguishing features. five head.
play-by. candice swanepoel

/ so i'm moving to new york

loves. watching movies, the color purple, dressing up, helping her mother out at school, south park.
hates. king of the hill, the color green, fake tans, how clumsy she is, spiders.
quirks. she can throw her voice, she's double jointed in her hands, and she can walk on her hands
aspirations. fall in love on set, be on the cover of vouge, walk the red carpet.
secrets. she used to have an eating problem, she's afraid of the dark
personality evaluated. Commitment is something that she tries to ignore. It isn’t that she doesn’t want commitment because that isn’t true. The idea of commitment, though, to be honest, scares her more than anything else. She’s seen a lot of her friends parents end up getting divorced and that isn’t what marriage is about but anymore that is what everybody ends up doing. She is too afraid that she’ll end up falling in love with someone at a young age then they will get married at a young age as well and then they’ll grow apart as they get older and she’ll be thirty years old and living all by herself with children. She doesn’t think that she could handle that. Even worse than that, though, would be that the guy that she ended up falling in love with would just bored with her and go find someone else without her even knowing it. She can’t imagine a more devastating feeling than being left when you didn’t even know that he was unsatisfied. She likes to think, though that it wouldn’t happen to her, but that is solely because she is a optimistic person and doesn’t like to let the pessimistic thoughts get in the way of that. She knows deep down that she has the same amount of a chance of that happening to her as everybody else, but that isn’t something that she will ever let out or ever let anyone else know that she is thinking or feeling. Along with commitment comes responsibility and that in itself is just something that you shouldn't take easily and she think about greatly.

She isn’t completely a people pleaser. She’ll try and make people happy with the things that she does but it isn’t something that she is going to freak out and die if someone isn’t completely happy. She may be a little disappointed with herself when someone isn’t happy with something that she does but it’s nothing that she is going to end up beating herself up over. There is hardly anything that she really beats herself up for. Hardly anything does not include her parents. She always has to make sure that they are happy with her or she feels like she’s failed at that moment as a good daughter. That is something that she fears more than anything. She has many older siblings that have shown that they can be the perfect daughter or son, so she feels like she needs to grow up and follow in their shoes. Isn’t that just the typical story? The younger siblings feels like in order to make the parent happy they have to follow in the steps of the older sibling. She doesn’t like to think that she is the cliché younger sibling but she can’t help but have to deal with it because she knows that it is true, whether she wants to believe it or not.

With Nicollete it all depends on the kind of pressure that it is as to how it is that she will deal with it. She doesn’t let the pressure of something having to be done at a certain time bother her because she just likes to get it done and out of the way. Peer pressure though, is something that really bothers her. She doesn’t give into it but she can’t just say no. She has to lie and make up an excuse or she just runs away from it and she of all people knows that you can’t just spend your life running away from all of your problems because that gets you absolutely no where in life. She was taught that by her father. You can easily guess that though. Men are always the ones who say that you cannot run away from things and you have to stand up and fight, but that just isn’t the way that she is. She’s too quiet to stand up like that and say something that may get her hurt or rejected by everybody. Her fear of rejection just happens to get in the way of everything. She can’t do half of the things that she wants to or that she is expected to do because of it.


/ i've got issues with my sleep

father. william daniel granger, musician
mother. colleen analiese crowe, second grade teacher.
siblings. karen amy granger, nurse, 24
pets. teacup the pomeranian
other family. nada
history evaluated.
Nic was born healthy in New York to a William and Colleen Granger She is a part of a big family. When she was born her parents already had four kids. You would think that it would suck to be the baby of a family like that, right? Well, she couldn’t really say that she agreed too much. And why not, you may ask? That was simple. She was not the baby of the family for very long at all. It was only for a little more than a year that she was the youngest. This family sure wanted to get a move on with having kids, eh? They seemed to know just how to do it, too.

Having a lot of kids was never really a problem for them, though. They both came from big families and thought that it was a really good thing to have, and they both wanted to have big families, and they sure as hell did. They started quite young, too. Colleen got pregnant for the first time when she was seventeen, and had her last child at age thirty five. There was plenty of time there to have all ten children. Some people would think that it would be an amazing feat to have ten children. Colleen would tell you that it was a blessing and that there was no other way that she would rather have it.

Nic liked it as well, when she was younger there was always someone that she could play with. It was always good to have a big family for another reason, too. If she was mad at one of her siblings there was always another one that she could go to for entertainment. Not that she only used her siblings for entertainment. She loved all of her family, and was a very family oriented person. She still is actually a very family oriented person. Most of her siblings are like that as well. Sure, there is one that hates everyone and went off on her own path, but that's the same way it is with every family.

As Nic grew up she found herself being more and more interested in the life of an actress. she liked acting and found herself participating in many plays at her school in new york. She actually first got introduced to all of this by accidentally taking a drama class. It was all good, though, because she found what she loved doing and what she wanted to spend her life doing.



/ christmas came early for me

alias. jen
years of rp experience. 3 or 4. xD
other characters. nada
how did you find us. sarah!
roleplay sample.

vegas knew that she was not someone who could hide the way that she was feeling very easily. that just was not one of her talents. she could try and hide it all that she wanted, but that would never work. there were countless times where she would call emery up and ask him to come over or to meet her somewhere and she would have it set in her mind that she would act like everything was fine and that she was not going to tell emery that anything was wrong so that he would not have to worry about her like he always seemed to be doing. it would always end the same way, though. she would look up when she noticed that he had arrived and he just knew. he always knew that something was wrong, even if he did not know what it was. there were times, though, where she could not hold it in as soon as she saw his face. his face was an honest one; one that she knew would never hurt her. she could not be able to stand it if he hurt her, but that was not something that she ever had much of a worry about. she could not ever see him doing anything that would have a negative effect on her. well, unless it was not on purpose. she knew as well as anyone that emery could not stand to see her hurt. she loved that. she loved having someone that she could always rely on. it is true that most girls had a best friend that is also a girl, but that was different for her. she can honestly say that she has never trusted anybody more than she trusts emery, not even herself. she did not like to think about everything that was going on in her life. she felt like she was telling more and more people the more that she thought about it. it was like every time that she thought about it she was telling yet another person about the horrible life that she lived, or at least the horrible life that she thought she was living.

she may have thought that she lived a horrible life, but that did not mean that other people thought the same thing that she did. a lot of people thought that when she acted like she hated her life that she had nothing that she should be whining about. this could either be because they did not think that there was anything wrong because she seemed to look just fine. a lot of people would judge the way that people looked and compare the look of the person to whether their life was bad or not. vegas looked just fine. she looked as if she lived a happy home life with parents who did not care about the way that she dressed and were open minded about everything, but that was not the way that everything was when you got to her real home life. there was not much that anybody knew about her home life, anybody from school besides emery, anyways. she did have an online friend, though, that knew just about everything about her life that emery did, maybe even more. she did not plan on ever telling anybody from school about her home life, though. they were not people that she wanted to be close to because she had heard about the horrible things that they did; the horrible things that they did to even their best of friends. that was something that scared her to death. if they could do something so horrible to their best friends, what would they do to her, some girl who they had not paid attention to for the first nine or so years of schooling that they had spent together? of course, it was not just her school that was like this. it was every big school that has ever been established in any city that people have heard of. there was always that group of people at every school in the world, or that whole school of people, who liked to find out every single thing about every single person that they could and tell every other person all about it, just to ruin their life.

why did they do all of the horrible things that they did? because they were bored, that is why. that was simply their reason for doing all of this that they did. she could not believe that people would ruin other people’s lives just because they got bored and could not find another thing to do that night. it was appalling to her. she could never do that to anything, especially the nice people that they do it to, like emery. emery, if he were a girl, would be the prime pick of people for them. they would find something so deep in his past or life that not even he knew it and then they would expose it to everybody that would listen to them, which was just about everybody in the school. if you can’t beat them, join them, right?

she kept her face buried in his chest as he spoke. his voice was such a soothing thing to her and she could not even explain it. his voice, it just, it made her heart flutter and it made everything feel like it was going to be okay even though it was less than five minutes ago that she felt like she was going to fall apart in his arms the minute he got there. that was something that never got old to her, she could stand there and be broken down but the minute that he talked everything was gone. she looked up at him and sputtered out, “i’m sorry!” what was she sorry for? bothering him, of course. she would always apologize. she pulled away from him for a few seconds, taking his advice and sucking in a few deep breaths to try and calm her down at least a little bit. after her breaths she looked back up at him. “i just. he makes me feel so bad! i never mean to make him mad, honestly!” her lips tilted down and formed a little pout before she leaned against his chest once more, her head turned and her cheek pressed against his chest. this was what she wanted.



WORDS 1073
CREDIT ashlee simpson for lyrics, me for everything else.
OUTFIT red!
MUSIC nada, drivers ed time ):
TAGGED emery

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officially in love with you for considering that pb. XD