WALKLER, ELIAS JAMES

[alexa]

elias james walker.

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/ i want to voice this out loud

full name. elias james walker
stage name. ---
nicknames. eli
age & dob. twenty - three - january 12th
gender. male
sexual orientation. heterosexual
career. transportation coordinator
hometown. huntington beach, california


/ it's therapeutic somehow

height. six foot three
eyes. green
hair. black (dyed)
build. massive and muscular
distinguishing features. tattoos and piercings
play-by. matt sanders


/ so i'm moving to new york

loves. hats, sunglasses, being active, video cameras, music, movies, working on movies, looking good, cookie dough ice cream, family - most times, the sun, going to the beach, video games, burgers, working out, cartoons - his younger brother got him hooked onto them, being wanted, being good enough, his friends, tattoos, piercing, the color blue, his eyes, his laptop, his ipod, his cell phone, & having people like him.
hates. people having too many problems, friends who cry and look at him as if they want him to do something - annoys the hell out of him, mint chocolate, dark chocolate, frogs, having long hair, not being wanted, not being loved, arrogance, people who are against teenage parents, crappy movies, being cold, long lines, druggies, sluts, whores, etc., being sick, pain, people who nag too much, & the number eleven - finds it unlucky.
quirks. sometimes he comes off as if he doesn't care - which is bull cause he does, sometimes hides behind his badass look just to impress people, can be childish at times, bipolar.
aspirations. to not be so angry anymore , to get out of his childish ways , to settle down one day
secrets. he's bipoloar - he doesnt broadcast it to everyone , knows all the lines of rent the musical
personality evaltuated. DEEP DOWN HE IS REALLY A SWEETHEART PEOPLE. just wanted to put that out there. no, he really is but lately it's been kind of hard to show that side because he hasn't really been happy for a long time. so lately people have seen the bad ass motherfucker that elias sort of is. he's gotten to a point in his life where he is like, "fuck you if you don't like it or me, and kudos if you do" . he honestly doesn't give a fuck about anyone but himself and a selective others. they know who they are. and when i say selective , i mean it. he's open to meeting new people and all, but they gotta get through the asshole before they get to the real thing. and usually people nowadays dont stick around for that shit so they loose out on a really great friend. if you knew him in his younger years, which on one person does, you could see that he is starting to turn into his old self. the kid who stayed in detention for their sudden anger outburst or obscene gestures and language. heck, half the time the guy never showed up to school because he'd rather go to the arcade or to the amusement park instead. maybe with his near death experience, he hit his head and fucked everything up. he just really isn't the old elias everyone knew and loved. now he constantly has people watching him, whether it's friends or the suicidal watch brigade that like to bombard him with idiotic questions. he'd never touch a drink or a cigarette before, now he drinks beer on occasion, and drinks a lot stronger when he goes out. and also he'll smoke a black & mild, just so he can have that sweet smell in his room. yeah, he's weird but he doesn't give a fuck.

if you haven't noticed, elias is bipolar. don't tell me you didn't notice the odd and out-of-place personality change. well if you haven't noticed then im telling you now. elias james walker is bipolar. it's the same reason why he tried to kill himself and almost succeeded in the process. when that happened he was in a very depressive state of mind and nothing or no one could change his state of thought. the only he could've been helped at that point is if he was locked up in a mental hospital, in one of those bright white rooms you know. yeah, that would've been nice and comfy for the little fuck up. now everyone is all "guardian angel" on elias because of this and he knows it's a big deal but he treats it as if it isn`t. to him that situation was going to happen sooner or later and it was better than it happened here instead of anywhere else because he probably wouldn't be alive at the moment. he was beginning to get back on track with his pills until recently he decided to stop taking them. people thought that it stopped his manic episodes and what not and no it didn't. it simply steadied the disorder almost. so that he wasn't flipping out twenty four seven. you really didn't want that. and you could tell when he wasn't on his meds because it would look like he was having a allergic reaction to something. his skin will become all pale and blotchy looking, his pupils will dilate and his actions would just be off. he'd say one thing and end up doing something totally different. it would just be best that if you were around him then to either let him run his course or take him home and make him take his meds. he has a few different types of episodes: depressive and manic. his manic episode will either tain a anger or a simple speed-like one. where there are so many thoughts running through his head that he just can't keep up. he'll start to pace back and forth and wont be able to sit still for the life of himself. but really the manic episode is just like...full of emotions and you never know which one your gonna get.



/ i've got issues with my sleep

father. dominic jeremiah walker , forty-five , former motocross rider.
mother. danica marie walker , forty , homebody.
siblings. ehren david walker , seventeen , student. mackenzie alana walker , twenty , medical student.
pets. ---
other family. hailey joe walker , sixty-nine , grandmother. gerald james walker , seventy-one , grandfather. jodie elaine forrester , 38 , aunt.
history evaluated. early years; elias james walker was brought into this world on a warm afternoon in december. he didn't live a life of glamour or heartache, he really just had the normal life. the father who worked and the mother who stayed home to cook and clean the house. around the age of thirteen; something very weird struck the boy and has been living with him ever since. elias is bipolar. no one really knows when it actually started they just noticed a sudden change in the way his mood would switch on and off. his mother thought it would be best if he was a psychiatrist to get a real clue as to what was wrong with her baby boy. this only fueled him; knowing that his mother thought he was unstable made him extremely angry. which would result into his anger outbursts towards his parents and his friends. visit after visit occurred with the therapist and it was made very clear that he indeed was bipolar.

to him it seemed as though his life was slowly unraveling by the seem and it was driving him crazy. to make matters worse his father seemed to randomly decide that the relationship between him and his wife was officially over. it wasn't until acouple weeks later that his mother got a phone call from him saying that he was filing divorce against her. a devastated and pregnant wendy tried to reason with him, telling him that she was pregnant but he just refused and told her that it was over. so after the horrible divorce the family moved from their loving home to a apartment in los angeles california. his mother wanted to be away from the pain that the man whom she once loved and gave her heart to. so she picked a place where it would take her mind off and give her children a better outlook on life. it was there in the heart of los angeles that elias found his love for music. he picked up the electric bass and played it for a while but he soon realised that his true talent was his voice. music that he fell in love with the moment he heard it.

teen & now years; now that was his home life, his life outside of home was a complete 180. believe it or not elias was a total bad boy. he fought none stop and spent most of his days in detention. now his mother didn't know about was the fact that whenever the school called it was a blocked number and she never answered blocked calls. so he was free to do whatever he wanted and got away clean with it. it was there where he met his best friend jasper. though at first they weren't close at all, they actually fought each other before their marvelous relationship began. after their scrap the two were exactly how best friends should be. well guys anyway. they were inseperable and no one could tear them apart. except elias going to a different college. eli decided that instead of going to a regular four year college, he'd go to a college for filmmaking. his parents of course wanted him to go to USC or Baylor (thats the school that they attended) but they were luckly that he decided to go to college at all.

school and elias didn't mix when you got him in his element, he was good to go. he attended the NYC school of film, his attitude towards school changing but not his hot headed personality which tended to get him in more trouble. while he was out there he had been arrested a good number of times, the one that was the most trouble was for assaulting a cop. him along with his friends had gotten into a fight at a bar and while the cops came and tried to break up the fight, elias punched the cop...even though the fight was over. the boy honestly didn't care if he got in trouble or not, he had a lot of anger pint up, plus he was drunk - so it just turned out for the worst. he ended up going to court which he ended up getting probation for 8 months and had to do two months of community service. that was two years ago and lately he hasnt been getting into trouble, maybe it was because he has been making a name for himself. well he isnt an actor, he's just a crew member but he considers it the best thing in his life.


/ christmas came early for me

alias. alexa
years of rp experience. uhhhh...
other characters. natm
how did you find us. sarah
roleplay sample.

a lot had been going on in mr. vincent's life. from him finding out he had a biological brother, alex franklin, and that his cousin james' wasn't really his cousin but also his brother. he really didn't know what to think of the whole situation. colton had been by his mother's side throughout the whole thing but lately he couldn't seem to get around the fact that she had lied to him all those years. after all the shit she put him through when he use to get introuble for any and everything he did. she use to make him feel like shit for doing the things that he did, even the time when she said he couldn't move back home. it was something that made him regret every wrong he had did and yet, she was the one doing all the wrong. sure you could lie about certain things and keep things a secret but this, this was just on a whole different level. he was totally different than from what he use to be and his thought of her had changed for the worse. and he proved how much he had changed by moving out of her 'home' and moving into this somewhat shitty apartment. colton had cut off ties with everyone, especially his so-called family. he hadn't shown up for work for god knows how long.

sighing deeply the boy ran a hand over his skull trimmed hair while he let his ice blue eyes stare at the river before him. a deep pain of hunger hit him suddenly and this type of hunger had nothing to do with food. lately colton had picked up a bad habit, a very life threatening habit. drugs. sure he had smoked pot before, i mean, what kid hadn't. he had first tried heroin back when he was a bit younger and he hated the way it made him feel. but now a days he wasn't really himself so the feeling of having no control over himself didn't bother him. he needed the time away from himself, so this seemed like the perfect idea. him being a 'heroin addict' had been going on for a month, almost two months now. there wasn't a day where he didn't use, atleast twice a day. colt was actually not surprised that no one had tried to contact him, not saying he would partake in the whole thing but to know that they actually cared would've made some sort of feeling within himself. he sat down on one of the many benches the park contained, eyes staring at the ground, while his hands rested on his knees which were bouncing up and down. it had been a good few hours since he had last used and he was already itching to do it again.

problem was, he was out - completely. he needed to find some more money soon or he was going to freak the fuck out. colton was done with asking his friends, the ones he had left, for money. the troubled boy wasn't working at this point and he was sure he didn't have a job anymore. he hadn't seen his younger brother freddie since he had moved out. colt didn't even show up for christmas because he was too stubborn to actually show his face to anyone. colton had never really felt alone in the world before until now and it hurt to a certain extent but he was dealing with it. he tilted his head to side, far enough until he heard the faint pop in his neck and felt the tough tension leave. he finally glanced around and stared at his surroundings and was relieved at the sight. no one was here, possibly because it was getting super late and everyone was inside to get away from the cold. but not colt, colt liked having some piece and quiet to himself.

[sidsid]

he scares me a little. i love him. XD