caught in the act of love *
Jun 27, 2010 21:53:05 GMT -5
Post by hannah2 on Jun 27, 2010 21:53:05 GMT -5
[/justify][/blockquote]Ace leaned against the wall of the dressing room, his hands gripping almost carelessly at the haunches of his 'personal assistant'. The great thing about being insanely attractive and smooth was that this had been going on for quite some damn time now. Just a couple months shy of two years, give or take a little. He hadn't wanted it to be an affair, the first time it happened he chalked it up to be a one-time thing. Then it progressed and well, it never stopped. But Ace could see now that he was ruining this young girl's life and his own as well. He could be an extremely selfish person, but being thirty-five going on about nineteen, he knew he had to grow up and think of someone other than himself. He was hurting Nicolette with this now, because she liked some other boy or something. No, he wasn't naive, he'd heard the rumors. No one on set could really keep their mouths shut about it. But still, Ace saw the repercussions of what he did to a young girl with a future, and the woman he once loved.
Lindsay.
He did love her, not just before, but even now. Their relationship had just become to damn strained, he didn't know how to be functional anymore. He was miserable with her around, because she just kept trying to get back inside his bubble when all he wanted to do was keep her out of it. She was still gorgeous and smart, all those things he originally fell in love with, but they were just different people now. She wasn't the woman he wanted, and he wasn't the man she wanted. It was all because he'd been pushing her away. After the first time with Nicolette, the guilt was overwhelming. Ace had always been faithful, in his entire life. How? He never dated the same girl for too long. Once he got bored with the sex, he moved on to someone bigger and better. But once he got married, he couldn't do that. He was stuck with her, even when the going got rough. He wasn't used to that, not at all. When she came home and had a bad day, when she cried, when she was angry, he couldn't just move on. He had to buckle down and deal with it, which was something he wasn't capable of. He regretted every moment of this affair, but at the same time they were the best moments of his life.
Ace kissed her gently, his touch refined to just his hands at her hips. "I really am sorry, Nicolette." It was the truth, and you could see it in his blue eyes. You could also see just how guilty he felt about all of it. It used to be fun for both of them, but now it wasn't really great for either of him. He looked down at her and sighed, really wishing he could make this better or easier for her. They had both agreed when they met for this, it would be the last time. After this, she would catch a plane back to LA where they would lose touch, and she could move on with her life and him go back to his more than miserable one. He knew he wouldn't be able to keep a smile on his face, going home to deal with the guilty alone in the darkness, Lindsay by his side. He was going to have to tell her the truth because it wasn't fair to her.. it wasn't fair to Nic, and it wasn't fair to himself. Well, that was a lie. He did it all for himself. He was a selfish bastard, and there really wasn't anything he could do about it.
"Have a safe flight back to LA," he stated with his best attempt at a smile. He was going to be professional about this. He wiped the sweat off his brow and slid his shirt back onto his shoulders and his slacks up to his hips. He was starting to button his shirt when he looked over at her. "If you ever need anything.. don't hesitate to let me know." So maybe it was a little melodramatic, but he couldn't help it. He didn't know what to do anymore. He was stuck with a wife he didn't want and a back load of regrets he couldn't move on with. He sighed, and reached for her hand. He gently tugged her back for a kiss on the lips. It was then that the door opened.
"Oh fuck."
[/font][/blockquote][/blockquote][/blockquote][/blockquote]howdy. this one's for lucia (dayna) & nicolette (jen). there's not enough words here, live with it. the lyrics are michael buble and the temp/imgs are hannie. i'm not making an outfit for this because i'm a lazy mofo. in other news, huh-fucking-zah.