HEY BABY I'M A ROCK STAR .
Jul 30, 2010 10:41:26 GMT -5
Post by gwen on Jul 30, 2010 10:41:26 GMT -5
BIG CITY. BRIGHT LIGHTS.
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THIS POST IS TAGGED FOR NOBODY/OPEN. IT HAS ENOUGH WORDS. THE LYRICS ARE FROM THE RIHANNA SONG ROCKSTAR 101. ENVISION GWEN WEARING THIS. THE GRAPHICS ARE BY COTI-TASTIC ?! @ CAUTION. NOTES: CLOSED TO FIRST REPLY.
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filming started for split decision only a couple days ago, and camp knockout started around the same time. after having finally been reunited with her best friend who would turn out to become her boyfriend and the love of her life was ripped away from her for work. it would be hard on her, even if it was only for a month, because a month in gwen time was actually a year. and by the time he came back she would be sick not having him around. there were warnings he had given her before filming, like to watch out for jack bailey because he was a womanizer. like gwen would fall for anything he threw at her, she hated waited to be with seth for nearly five years, and risking that or giving that up for an a-lister that would want nothing more than to maybe get in her pants was out of the question. it wasn't an option because to gwen she had snagged perfection the moment she had seth as her boyfriend. in her mind this all didn't seem incredibly cheesey, because it was all true, and she had been really desperate for his love. it was pathetic, but gwen sure didn't see it that way.
despite coming off as confident and being very sure of herself, gwen was incredibly nervous to film this movie. her co-stars were a-listers, all extremely well known with the media and if her performance wasn't up to par compared to jack bailey and natalie delaney, gwen could might as well kiss her film career goodbye. she came from stage acting which stressed loud voices, tons of emotion, and large gestures. even though stage and film were similar in the way that they were both acting, one had no room for imperfection the other did. stage acting was really much more difficult because it was live. film gave the slackers a chance. it was something she was going to have to get use to. using tiny voices and tiny movements was her problem. that and she was use to musicals. split decision had no musical numbers! she wanted to demand some. but she highly doubted that anyone would take her seriously.
it was morning, and even though most people would be groggy and not in the right frame of mind yet, gwen walked onto the lot chipper as ever, with a steaming hot cappuccino in her hand she was sipping at. she breathed in the fresh new york air with a deep breath and was definitely ready for the next month and a half she had with her co-stars. even though some people would say her personality was unlikeable, she had been able to surrpress some of her diva like qualities enough so she could actually get along with everybody. jack bailey had taken a liking to her, and she talked to everyone occassionally, and bandit even played her best friend....that she ends up killing because gwen's character is mentally unstable. it was great because gwen and bandit were best friends in real life, but gwen would never kill her friends. the lot was just manhattan, and gwen lived and went to school near by, so it was only a short walk to work. even though gwen would have to go to hair, make-up, and wardrobe, she still didn't want people seeing her in sweats without her face or hair done. she wanted to leave the impression that she was perfect. because perfection was her goal. unattainable but that just kept gwen striving for it!
without seth life had been lonely. even if they had only been a part a couple days, they were always together. she needed a distraction.