COME BACK TO ME, IT'S ALMOST EASY *

[alexa]

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what was he thinking? it was obviously safe to say that elias had lost it now. no normal person would be standing outside of his apartment in a panda bear suit. and to top it all off he was here to apologize, apologize for something he may or may have said. to be honest, he felt that jasper took it the wrong way and assumed that elias was talking about him and his meds. one, elias wasn't stupid and two, elias didn't mean for it to sound like it did. all he said was that jasper needed to chil and take some medications - meaning weed or cocaine but jasper being all paranoid assumed elias was talking about his actual medications. WRONG. elias wasn't dumb like some people, meaning annika, that girl was on her own with exposing important shit. but enough about that, this was about getting his best friend back and not being homeless. he would've had jules come over but after he thought about it, she would probably just make it worse. you may think elias was rude when he said that jules wasn't the smartest of the bunch but it was true. proof was that she said she would knock on the door and stare at him until she burned a hole in his chest. who in the hell thought to do shit like that? jules did that's who and even though that seemed funny and what not, he wasn't sure that jasper would think the same. more than likely he'd just slam the door in her face and go one with his life.

on his way over here, he got quite a few stares from people on the street...okay fuck that, a shit load of people were staring. it wasn't often that you saw a six foot tall guy in a panda suit, walking the streets of new york. he was sure that people thought they were part of a experiment by some new dumbass tv show from mtv. no, no this was something way more epic. this was about a guy who needed and wanted his friend back and was willing to do drastic things to get him. if this didn't work then elias would go to plan b...and that was to commit suicide. no, not really but he would do something else and if that didn't work then he'd have to face the music and just go on with his life. jesus christ he acted like one of those clingy girlfriends that you just couldn't shake. eli's face contorted into a expression of disgust as the thought crossed his mind. man, maybe he needed to just let this go and if jasper didn't want elias around anymore - then fine. it was really starting to get old that he was the one who always apologized first, even if he felt he did nothing wrong. so here was where he was at with the whole damn situation, the fucked up scenario.

you had jules over here saying that elias did nothing wrong and that he shouldn't even be apologizing in the first place. which he agreed with, at least ninety-eight percent of him did. so why was that little two percent over powering him right at this moment, well if he could sum it up in one word it would be breezy. she had really laid the situation out on the table and explained to him why jasper was mad...and elias couldn't really remember all he remembered was that he needed to apologize. there she goes again, weeding her way into his thoughts even when the situation had nothing to do with her. like when he was at the grocery store with his brother and they walked by the fruits, apples actually and he had the mental image of her eating them. he then remembered that he yelled "what the fuck was that about" which caused his brother to laugh but other people to stare at him like he had no home training. and shit he was doing it again, thinking about her right now. focus fool, FOCUS. tilting his head to the side until he heard a faint pop, he then proceeded to lift his hand and knock on the door. hopefully jasper would just open it...better yet he hoped the guy was at home. because if this shit was for nothing, then he was definitely gonna let bree have it. damn it, did it again. "OPEN THE FUCKING DOOR, I HAVE TO TELL YOU SOMETHING" he yelled..well it sounded more like a mumble through the panda head.

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[chloe]

ACROSS THE ROOM,
i hope to watch you
WRITHE AGAIN SOON - - - - - - - *

WHAT THE FUCK WAS UP WITH EVERYONE?

[/COLOR] it was like people had some sort of vendetta against him. really. everyone was trying to piss him off, for some reason or another. at least, that's what it seemed like. they were working his buttons, pushing every one until they laid a finger on the wrong one. it was annoying as shit, really. annika had made comments about his medications, even though jasper had no idea how the girl found out in the first place. a few weeks ago, juliette had been making comments about his mother. and now, even his own best friend had gone and done it. that was something jasper couldn't really believe. whatever happened to the bro code? did that apply for anything anymore? sure, jasper and elias were being dicks to eachother via internet. it was over something incredibly stupid, like women. they'd never really fought over something like that, but now, it was different. elias looked as if he was taking interest in a certain girl from the past. it was complete bullshit to jasper. girls like that didn't just fall out of the sky, all pretty and perfect after being a complete slob before. it just wasn't right. and jasper? he was spending time with his friend, who elias swore up and down that jasper was feeling. jasper tried to convince the dude that there was nothing going on between them, but he was failing pretty badly. such a stupid was what sparked the problems between the two, and it was up until the point that elias aloud told jasper to shut up and go take his meds that jasper had it.

there were some days he felt like he was losing it. sometimes, he didn't want to bring himself out of bed, because he felt like thins would go wrong. everything seemed to be going wrong, now that olivia was gone. he was always the independent fucker, but olivia.. olivia was almost like his backbone. yes, elias was his best friend, but he connected with olivia in ways that he and elias couldn't connect. jasper tried to explain to elias how it was when he was with her and how much it killed him when he lost her. well, at least, he tried to explain to elias in his mind. no matter how much he wanted to try to explain to his friend, he just couldn't. words couldn't describe the feelings he felt and the experiences he had with her. it was a more than a year and a half later, and his mind would still linger to the girl. jasper could tell everything to his friend. he could tell him about his foster homes, his father jumping from the building and telling him that he was worthless and that it was his fault that his mother was dead. he could tell him about all of his sexual adventures with girls that meant nothing to him. but olivia? she was one subject that he didn't want to touch. he couldn't. the girl was just on her level, and as much as he wanted to say that she was a stinking whore that deserved to rot in the firey pits of hell, he still knew that she was the best he would ever have.

jasper groaned as he laid face up in bed. his eyes remained fixated at the ceiling, burning holes into the plastered material. he was torn between his past and whatever the fuck was going on right now. his head was in such a fucking flurry that it wasn't even funny. he wondered if he was just taking things a little bit too literally and that elias didn't mean it in that way. however, he shook that thought out of his head. he said it and he wanted to be mad at him. he even went to the extent to practically kicking elias out. in his anger he started throwing elias's shit into boxes to toss out onto the street. he wanted to burn it, like he burned everything that he didn't want to have a part of anymore. hell, he burned anything that proved to be flammable. but in the midst of it, he had to stop and just drop down on the floor. he didn't know what he was doing anymore. at one point, he was happy with himself and who he was. but now, jasper started to think of all the things that was wrong with his life and how it could've played out differently.

a bottle of beer laid on the bedside table, nearly empty. since being away, jasper had have several.. he didn't bother to count anymore. the past week, he'd simply been drinking his way through the days. he remained stable and composed when he was on set, but after the cameras were all off, he dragged himself to the nearest spot where he could drink. he drank to believe he was right. his mind was so conflicted tht sober, he blamed himself for everything. e blamed himself for his mother's death. he blamed himself for his father being lonely after his mom's death and driving himself to commit suicide. he blamed himself for not being able to be the person she wanted him to believe. at this point, jasper was only halfway sober, if that much. the sun wasn't even all the way down yet, dammit.

jasper stirred in his bed, his fingers groping around until the rested on the familiar feeling of the bottle. he leaned up a bit to put his lips to the rim without the liquid spilling out. for a guy who had been drinking himself nearly unconscious for more than a week, the place was pretty cleanly. it was amazing that he hadn't destroyed anything yet, even in his fits of rage. well, if you didn't include the broken glass beer bottles than annika had helped clean up while he was venting out on elias's xbox. "OPEN THE FUCKING DOOR, I HAVE TO TELL YOU SOMETHING." jasper blinked. the voice sounded like it was coming from outside of his door. and it sounded like.. jasper slowly rose from his bed, an eyebrow quirked as he questioned the possibility of elias being here after the whole incident. that kid had some nerve. moving to the front door, jasper took his time to get there. opening the door, his dark brown eyes widened in surprise, his mouth falling slightly open in surprise. it took him a moment to gather his thoughts and think of workds to explain how he was feeling. and then, it came. " what the fuck are you wearing? "



closed for bromance buddy, elias walker.

* WORD COUNT; one thousand one hundred & eleven. * LYRICS; crash into me by dave matthews band. * NOTES; i hope you choke on that sushi. [/blockquote][/blockquote][/size]

[alexa]

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"what the fuck are you looking at?" he spat out at the innocent bystander down the hall. "take your fatass on somewhere before i carve some bacon off ya back" he added from behind the mask. he was sure as fuck he looked stupid as hell right now, well so did the other guy if he ever replied back. and elias was pretty sure that the guy wouldn't just because he had this dumb look on his face as he walked past elias and down the stairs. elias threw his hands up and nodded his head as he told the old bastard to keep it moving. you had a twenty-three year old, six foot one, two hundred plus guy - standing here in a fucking panda suit. shit didn't get no better than that, just letting you know that crap right now. as he waited for the door to open he coudln't help but think once again, why the fuck was he apologizing. why? maybe because no matter how many times jasper denied it, the guy was sensitive as fuck and elias had basically all but smashed his balls. "elias james walker, this will be the last time you wear a damn bear suit in public.." with that he glanced down at himself and shook his head in disapproval and disappointment. "and the last time you act like a dick towards your friends..." before the guy knew it he was rolling in laughter that he was sure that if kids walked by, they would shit themselves.

overgrown ass men in panda suits or fucking killer clowns were enough to make children and some grown men cry. it was just the way the world worked, it was like how porn got introduced to boys who haven't even gone through puberty. why was he thinking of this shit he did not know, but what he did know was that it was beginning to get hot as the fucking sahara right now. funny that he knew that it was that hot because truth be told, he had never been to the sahara nor did he think he ever would. he knocked on the door loudly once again, his voice echoing through the halls. "open up you idiot i know you're in there" he placed his hands on his hips and began to tap his foot rapidly against the ground. "if you got rid of my xbox, i will stab you" he mumbled. there werent many people that elias was afraid of though without sounding like a pussy he could honestly say that he was scared of jasper. well, maybe not scared - more like nervous because the guy was fucking unpredictable when he wasn't on his meds. the were certain times when elias felt he had the balls to fuck with the dude, and that was when they first met and nowadays when he was shitfaced. when you were shitfaced you normally didn't give a fuck about what happened because you weren't really on this planet.

why the hell did they even get into that argument? what or who was it over? elias could definitely say he felt the anger and hurt when jasper had told him that he couldn't tell elias everything. well that made elias feel like shit, he didn't know why but he did. maybe it was the fact that it made him feel like a crappy friend, that he couldn't be trusted. elias was loyal as fuck, sure he could be a dick but the dude was loyal till the day he died. he could be man enough and say that he would take a bullet for the guy if need be. sure, afterwards he'd bitch at the guy and complain but that was what he did. elias james walker was a fucking complainer and he loved it. the panda head snapped up as he stared at jasper through the damn thing. it was the exact reaction he was expecting to have, complete dumbfounded...ness. what the fuck are you wearing? "your apology" he mumbled. alright, here we fucking go. "you know i didn't mean what i said, when i was talking about your me-..." his voice trailed off as he glanced down one side of the hallway, then he turned his head to the other end before he looked back at jasper. "anyway, i was talking about weed or cocaine, not that other shit"

maybe he should just make his way into the apartment but his eyes glanced at the beer bottle and had the mental vision of it colliding with his head. luckily the panda head would keep him from the brutal ways of jasper sylvain, but this fucking head always came off. "so what im trying to say is...i'm sorry" he exclaimed as he threw his hands up in the air. finally, it was over - he said what he needed to say...somewhat. the other half of what he wanted to say was that he felt betrayed but now was not the time for him to think about himself. whoa, was he going for saithood or something? he lifted his hands and pulled the panda head off of his own and kept his gaze on the head. the boy couldn't even look at jasper at this point. it was at this point that he realized that jasper was older than him, his fucking elder - well that bullshit sounded ridiculous. jasper was definitely older but elias considered himself the older one even though everyone knew that that shit was just wrong to think on so many levels. "i only said it all that stuff 'cause..well whatever, like i said i'm sorry" he replied quietly, lifting his shoulders up and down lightly.

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hey there my lovelies, i'm pinning jaspah, big poppa for this spiffing thread which contains lots of words. well actually, nine hundred and fifty eight[/color] words to be exact. isn't that amazing? i think you will find that elias is dressed accordingly and this is her outfit[/color][/url]. the awards for the lyrics goes to skillet[/color] and the person to be awarded for the template itself is jojo [/color]. please do not steal as she will have to beat you with her spork if you do. and here i have the following notes for you: whaaaamy.[/size][/font]
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