, THE TRUTH REMAINS
Jun 23, 2010 17:29:31 GMT -5
Post by roxanna on Jun 23, 2010 17:29:31 GMT -5
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roxanna liked the silence, she wasn't the type to freak out everytime it reared it's ugly head. she always found it peaceful to be able to just sit there and recollect her thoughts, or even read a book. yes, it was surprising to know that a girl like her actually enjoyed reading. but what she didn't like, was boredom. boredom was something that would send her off the deep end and into a early grave. she woke up this morning and had an early work out, as usual, if she wasn't acting she seriously had no life. hell, she even had time to hang out with her brother and just goof around. a normal person would have turned in for the day after all of that but not her, oh no. she needed to get her blood pumping or something because her nocturnal instincts were beginning to kick in. "what can i do," she mumbled to herself as she stared at the computer screen. at this point she was going through her facebook, even the myspace page - which she rarely ever checked. twitter was something that she never got into and probably never would. sighing deeply she leaned back in her seat and stared up at the ceiling as she tried to figure out something to do. it was kind of a good thing but also a bad thing that she wasn't filming anything. if she was filimg then she wouldn't even be having this problem and probably would've been having the time of her life.
her legs were a bit sore after playing a fun soccer game with graham, damn, it was nice to have someone to play with. they both had the same love for the game and it was so cool and whenever she needed to play a stress release game then he would be the person to call. it wasn't long before roxy got on the chat and began talking with a few people, mainly chelsea and nina and only briefly with jack before he left. then he came on. cash cooper. the one person whom she thought she would never see again and BAM there he was. he didn't notice her at first but then again, why would he? she was older than he was and she did something really shady to him and if she was him, she would've done the same thing. tried to forget the one person who did dirty shit towards you. but when he did, he fucking blew a lid and of course was not happy to see her. again, why would he be? they had an exchange of words but most of the negativity was coming from him because she had her emotions blocked off and she was just letting it roll off of her back.
though she wasn't even gonna lie, the comment about him wishing he never knew her kind of hurt. no one ever wanted to hear those words no matter how tough you were, that could break you down. but at least she didn't break down, she just mentally kicked herself in the head for being so stupid. so she offered to take him out for drinks because she felt she owed him. that was a weird way of paying someone back now wasn't it. why was she doing this in the first place, he wasn't the first guy se used. what made him so fucking special? honestly, rox didn't know but she was going to play this out to see what happened. funny how it seemed like the roles were reversed and he was the sensitive girl and she was the asshole of a boyfriend. guess dudes couldn't handle the feeling they gave girls when they used them. at first he told her no but for some reason he changed his mind and decided that he would after making it clear he wasn't gonna get drunk. jeez, was he that nervous around her or something.
so here she was, getting ready for what she deemed to be a weird and boring night. hopefully he would be somewhat more talkative than when they were online but she had a feeling he wouldn't be. please let her be wrong, please because if she was right then she would gladly waste her time with some random ass person. she began throwing on her outfit for tonight, she had decided she wasn't going to dress up for him. no point was there. so a pair of blue jean shorts, a black tee with red embroidry on it and a pair of nike dunks to match and she was good to go. dressing up was fun but you only did that for people you liked and quite frankly, she wasn't really enjoying the new cash. the whiney and sensitive one, he really got under her skin. badly. well then why did she ask him out, because deep down a part of her wanted to see him again. ugh, kill her now. grabbing her phone, she high-tailed it out of her apartment and got into a cab, just in case she turned out to be to drunkto drive. it didn't take her long to get there and when she did, she walked directly inside and to the bar where she told him to meet her. "can i have a shot vodka please"
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THIS POST WAS MADE FOR CASH/ERICA AND IT IS COMPLETE. IT MEETS ALL THE REQUIREMENTS, WITH EIGHT HUNDRED AND NINETY THREE WORDS. THOSE LYRICS AT THE TOP ARE FROM AN ARTIST KNOWN AS NOBODY THE OUTFIT ROXY IS WEARING CAN BE VIEWED HERE I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT THIS IS BOLOGNA AND IM SORRY BUT YOU MADE ME START IT SOO. HA !