dirty little secret,

[nicolette]

-- ace. i don't know how much longer i can take this. ): *
ace

[han]

i know baby girl.

wait what?

[nicolette]

-- i can't talk to anyone. they just keep asking me if i'm fucking you. *

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[han]

i know. i really don't know how they could know. we've been so careful..

[nicolette]

-- i don't know. lucia i guess said something. idk what exactly. it led others to believe we were. it's driving me crazy. i'm worrying myself sick. *

[hannah2]

don't worry. if it comes to it, i'll take the blame. because it really is my fault.

[nicolette]

-- how so?

and. um. well. i know that you probably won't be happy about this. because you say i make you happy, but once we get back home...we need to stop this.. *

[hannah2]

it doesn't matter. it just is. and i know.

[nicolette]

-- it's more mine, really. i just wanted to make you happy, boo. and when i/you left, you were always so happy and it made me feel good for doing so, so i kept it up.

but i'm lying to this boy i like. who fucking hates my guts half the time. and i stupid for trying, but ksjdgbsdg -.- whiny nicolette is whiny. *

[hannah2]

please just don't blame yourself for this. we'll fix it.

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