just a small town girl (sky/addie)

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[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellSpacing,10,true][atrb=style, background-color: #fff; width: 450px, bTable] [style=background-color: #ffffff; text-align: center; font-family: arial; font-size: 9px; height: 50px;] hope this is ok? ### WORDS WORDS WORDS [/style] her smile faded as the man walked away, leaving her standing in the middle of the street. alone. stranded. no one there for her - elise grinned and picked up the remote to change the channel. it was her favourite film but she couldn't face the last part. she stood up and glanced outside. the sun was rising. she yawned, getting up earlier and going to bed late was her routine, but it wasn't healthy. she did it anyway and didn't care what people thought, it was her life, she could live it how she wanted. moving to her bedroom, elise tossed her hair into a ponytail and pulled shorts and a random t-shirt on. she didn't care if they matched. she wanted some time out, to think about things. she didn't have much to think about, or even anything, but that was the point. she had no clue what was going on in her life. time to get those organisational skills up and running again. she grabbed a pair of sandals and pushed her feet into them. her mind raced as she walked leisurely out her luxury apartment in los angeles. when she was walking along the quiet lane, she was walking aimlessly and to be honest, she had no clue where she was going. she ended up standing in front of the beach. she went down the concrete steps and picked up a handful of sand before throwing it randomly into the sea. elise sat down, breathing out deeply. she stared into the sky and wondered what her parents were doing. she hadn't spoken to them for over five years. not since - she didn't even like thinking about it. but to face the truth, she had to tell someone, one day, but not today, not any time soon. she wasn't ready. her hand picked up a loose pebble and feeling it's smooth surface and edges, with a flick of her wrist, hurtled it into the sea. her eyes watched as the pebble sunk into the water a little way away. she got onto her feet again and picked up another few stones, hurtling them into the sea, one after the other. tears pricked her eyes but she brushed them away defiantly. she hadn't cried since - a large tear rolled down her cheek - since then. and it was all coming out. she made herself remember his face. remember the sound of his voice. remember everything special about him, and about what they were. a sob came out as elise sniffed and wiped her face. she was glad she hadn't put any make up on. but she had to get everything out, make sure that little thing wouldn't come back and bug her. she'd decided to ring her parents when she got back home, talk to them, tell then she was all right. she was going to apologise, for something that wasn't her fault. but apologising would make her feel better

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