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IT'S A NEW DAY, IT'S A NEW LIFE &
I'M FEELING GOOD

It had become more than a habit for Delilah to end up in New York. It was her solace, a home away from home especially when everything in her home felt stale. She felt like a stranger in her own town, only ambling instead of striding. She lacked the vigour that was her old self and that vigour seemed to only return in New York. She felt like a completely new person, energised and purposeful. Perhaps it was due to the plan that had hatched and formulated over the past months or another reason all together, but her bet was not on the latter. Friends came and went and this proved to occupy her time best instead of throwing herself a wonderfully alcoholic fuelled pity party. That and getting to know the little boy made spending time with Siana almost bearable for Delilah. But he wasn’t always there and being alone with the woman was a true test of strength for her.

But the Christmas spirit was high and all she had to do was wait it out, just wait until the right moment, even if that meant a few more months of iced tea and phone calls. Currently, Delilah was staying at hotel; it was what she always did when visiting the big apple. But the more and more times she visited the place the more she thought she should just buy a place and get it over with. She was here often enough and it would mean less money being forked out for hotels and she would be staying somewhere that wasn’t constantly raided by housekeepers. A person snooping in her room was not something that settled well with her. The pros outweighed the cons many times but there was the fact that she wasn’t an extravagant spender and wouldn’t feel right about owning two homes when some people had none. The only viable option was to sell her house in Los Angeles and move to New York permanently. But that was a decision that needed more mulling over.

Her plan was in full effect, a strange new friendship had formed between herself and Siana. Something neither Siana nor Samson could believe, but she had managed to convince them both that her intentions were good and she was only repenting her sins. There she was months down the line with a large elaborately wrapped present for the little boy and a smaller present on top for Siana. She would be spending Christmas at home with her family and thought it fitting that since she was in town he might as well deliver their presents in person. She had called ahead and said she was stopping by for a little catch up but had given no hint to the presents cradled in her arms. Balancing the gifts on the palm of her left hand, she knocked a few times before resting them on both hands once more.

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[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=style, width: 420px; border-top: #bd003e 8px solid; border-bottom: #bd003e 10px solid; background-color: #ffffff; background-image: url(http://i739.photobucket.com/albums/xx40/tippykazoo/Caution/24o0v2t.png);] [atrb=width,400] so shame on me now It was hard to believe it, but it was true – Delilah and Siana became such good friends, that no one could say that their first meeting was actually a fight between them. Everything was clear now though. When Delilah apologized to Siana for what she had done, the latter felt as if a giant heavy stone fell from her chest. It was all different now. Samson was still a little bit suspicious, claiming that he knew Delilah more then she knew herself, but Siana was trying to convince him that there was nothing to feel worried about. Siana could see it with her own eyes and even more she could feel it – Delilah was such a sweetheart. They had their differences, of course, but they were not that big no lead to another fight. They had long telephone conversations, talking about their jobs, their future plans and even their pasts, or simply having the “women talk”. And the most important was the fact that Delilah was getting pretty well with Radoslav. Every time the woman played with the kid, she was totally dedicated to this activity. And Siana could see it – Delilah craved to be a mother; she could see it in her eyes, in her moves, the light she had shining around her while playing with the little boy; she could hear it in the words that Delilah still did not say – she wanted to have a child more than everything. As long as she did not have her own one, she could have Radoslav. Siana felt a bit disappointed of herself for letting a person being so close to her child, but every time she saw the sweet connection between Delilah and Rado, she was reminding herself that there was actually nothing to worry about. Every single time Delilah came to New York, she met her friend, and this time was not an exception. After the call from her that she had, Siana had some time for preparations. She and Radoslav baked cake by Siana’s mother recipe. Molly came earlier that day just to spend some time with Siana and Rado, not working – Siana had decided that December was going to be one great mother-son month. No work, no babysitters, no celebrities. Just she and her son. Siana had been working tirelessly for months since the beginning of the summer, so she and the boy could afford a small holiday back in Bulgaria – beautiful and snowy at this time of the year - for a week in the beginning of the month. And she had so many other amazing plans for the two of them. As Siana opened the door, she already knew who was going to be there. Anyway, the smiled on her face widened as she saw that it was Delilah who was standing. “Oh, boy,” the woman exclaimed. She opened the door even wider in order to help Delilah going inside with the big presents into her hands. “You didn’t have to do that,” Siana’s eyes were shining trying to imagine Radoslav’s reaction in the presence of such a giant gift. And she did not have to wait for it for too long – the little boy came out of his room and run to Delilah when he saw her. “Delilah!” He cried hugging the woman’s legs. “Hey, we made you some cake. There’s also tea,” Siana stated nodding at the small table in the middle of the living room. Being endlessly happy to see one of her dearest friends right before Christmas, she could not handle her smile. tag: ZOE/DELILAH <3 word count: 593 outfit: CLICK notes: <3.

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IT'S A NEW DAY, IT'S A NEW LIFE &
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She smiled gratefully as she edged herself through the narrow door with the presents. ”It’s fine, don’t worry. It is Christmas after all” she replied, not wanting to make a big deal out of it. She had always enjoyed Christmas when she younger, especially the presents part. After gruelling away all year and the last minute goodness to get onto Santa’s nice list, that was what it was all about as a child. And she only wanted Rado to experience the same things she was able to growing up. She had no doubt that Siana and her own family had planned to shower the little boy with gifts but it warmed her heart to know that he would open her present on Christmas day with the biggest smile on his face. That was the real reason she had done it, she didn’t care about the feud between her and Siana. The child had nothing to do with that and she only wished him a happy Christmas and hoped to somehow apologise in advance for what she had planned to do. Delilah didn’t want to hurt the child but by hurting his mother she knew it would be inevitable.

”That’s great, I’m feeling a bit hungry now that you mention it” she spoke, whilst looking around for a place to deposit the presents. She peaked around the side of the presents as she heard the boy run towards her, screaming her name. ”Hello little man!” she greeted in return. She squatted to reach his eye level then rested Siana’s present on the floor as she presented the gift to the little boy. ”This is for you.” she watched as the child’s eye widened and glistened over ”now, don’t open it until Christmas morning okay?” she asked taking up a mock serious tone, she laughed as the Radoslav nodded in all seriousness. She smiled as she watched him walk towards their Christmas tree and placed his new present underneath it. It was moments like these that made her crave the presence of a child of her own. She wanted her own bundle of joy to spend the holidays with, to tuck in at night and ward of the monster under the bed. She wanted to be able to do all those things and many more, more than anything else in the world. She felt empty and incomplete without a baby to call her own.

There was a pang of jealousy and a sense of longing when she was faced with new mothers showing off their new prize and joy. Pregnant women would flaunt their abundance and happiness in her face, whilst she could only smile sadly on what she was missing out on. She tried her best not to let it keep her down, she helped out at the orphanage in downtown LA, the kids there were almost like her own, but it could never really be the same. She didn’t believe that the bond created in those 9 months could be forged so easily. Smiling towards Siana, she used her hands to push against her thighs to stand erect once more. ”Now about that cake” she grinned as she made her way towards the small table. ”How are you enjoying your time off?” Delilah asked.

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