AND I WILL TRY TO FIX YOU, TABITHA.

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lights will guide you home and ignite your bones... and i will try to fix you - - - -

Siana sighed quietly as she was standing in front of the cooker in the kitchen of her small apartment. It was nothing big. Firstly, because she could not afford a huge house, and, secondly, because she actually did not need one. These four small attic rooms were enough for her and Radoslav. The size of the flat could be a problem if they wanted to have guests, because then somebody had to sleep on the couch or on the floor, because there was no space for a quest room, but it was not a problem since not many people entered this apartment. To be clearer, not many people had the privilege to do so, and it was all because of Siana’s sense of privacy. Her home was her stronghold. She was a kind hearted person and she wanted to help anybody if she could, but she was not keeping her doors open for every single person she knew.

A bunch of people deserved to enter this home, but they had not yet in many different reasons. This was the case with Tabitha Morning. She and Siana knew each other for six months or so. It may seem too short time, but the two got pretty close. They did not have the ability of seeing each other as often as they wanted to, but fortunately both of them were part of the shooting of Dog Days. The filming of that movie gave them the chance to spend much more time together – something that Siana was really grateful for. She had the chance to be there for Tabitha right at a period of her life when many people were against her – after breaking up with Hunter, Tabitha could not see much support in many of those around her. Siana was there, though. And she swore she would be there again, if Tabitha needed her, even if she to play the role of the great advisor or just the shoulder that Morning would need to cry on.

Siana was feeling extremely close to the young girl. She didn’t think whether she could replace her mother or not; this thought did not even pass through her mind. That was why as soon as she understood that Tabitha was going to be in New York Siana invited her to have a lunch at home. Radoslav was glad to help, though he got bored, while he was waiting for the cooker to finish its work. “Rado, come here!” Siana called her son over after the ring of the machine rang. The meal was ready. The boy ran into the kitchen, while his mother was taking a big chocolate cake out of the cooker. “Our cake is ready!” Radoslav started jumping around his mother with a huge smile upon his cute face. “Tabby will be happy!” The boy started singing a song which lyrics consisted of these four words, but Siana seemed proud of him.

She put the cake on in the middle of the small table in the living room. Rado, still singing his song about Tabitha, was following her. Just a moment later the doorbell rang. “It’s her,” Siana told her son. The boy squealed in excitement. He ran before his mother, when she started walking to open the door for their guest. “Shhh!” The boy put his finger in front of his mouth. He was hidden behind the door in order to scare Tabitha when she walked in. Siana chuckled quietly, agreed not to ruin his surprise. She opened the door, forgetting that the room was a huge mess – with Radoslav’s toys all around the floor and all over the couch. It was a mess. A charming mess, though.

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this couldn't be happening, not to her, not right at this moment. there was no way that she could not only be on a plane to new york but that she could also be pregnant. this was dream and she was just waiting to wake up from the horrible nightmare. though it had been three days since she heard the news, so she was going to have to give up on that little prayer. tabby found herself calling siana, telling her that she needed to talk to her about something that only another female would understand. when it came to female friends, tabitha had a few but none that she could really trust with information like this. she knew what they would tell her, to not do anything hasty and keep the damn thing. fuck that. she knew what she was doing with it, she was aborting it and moving on. only thing is, she hadn't done it yet and she didn't know why. well, she knew why - she didn't want to do it alone and with her growing relationship with siana, she trusted the female enough to do this with her.

when it came to children tabby wasn't exactly the best, there were only two kids that she tolerated and that was her nephew and rado. she had no idea what it was about children that freaked her out, maybe it was because they were so fragile and one wrong move and she could hurt them or worse. then when people would say that they could see a little bit of you in the child that made everything even worse. tabby wasn't exactly the innocent type, she had a lot of demons and skeletons in her closet and she was scared that those demons and skeletons would pass off to her offspring and she didn't want to deal with that. ever. the car ride seemed as long as the plane ride and the whole way she stared out of her window, trying to figure out how she would ask the woman she was growing to adore to help her out. normally in the situation you would confront the father to be and ask him to help you out but when it involved a guy that your brother despised..then you just left it alone.

teddy didn't need to know about any of this, sure he was the father but she was worried he'd try to convince her to keep it when she didn't want it. she had not only her life to think about but also her career, she couldn't be known as one of hollywood's hottest actresses if she had a bun in the oven. she felt the car come to a stop and her head snapped towards the driver, offering him a hundred dollar bill for the ride. she wasn't staying long, all she had with her was a backpack and another small carry on. tabby made her way up to siana's apartment, giving it a few knocks before she took a deep breath and placed a smile on her face. the door opened to reveal a warm and welcoming siana and the sweet aroma of a cake. yum. "hey siana, thanks for having me over.." she nodded as she stepped inside, her eyes glancing around out of habit. no radoslav but she did notice his toys all over the place, the thought of seeing that in her own home was disturbing. "where's my little boyfriend rado?" she grinned, not even noticing that he was about to pop out and 'spook' her.

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SIANA | here | (: I KNOW! -hugs them-

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lights will guide you home and ignite your bones... and i will try to fix you - - - -

Siana’s smile widened, when she opened the door and see the girl that she expected to see. Siana really liked Tabitha. She liked her even the first time she met her, which was not surprising for a person like her, but even now – she knew most of the quirks of Tabby – she could not say how it was supposed to exist people that do not like her. Yes, Tabitha Morning was young. And, yes, she was reckless at times, but she was charmingly reckless. Siana had always wanted to be as close as she could to the girl. The thought of replacing her mother did not pass through her mind even once, though now she could honestly say that Tabitha opened herself to her.

Siana put the girl in a tight her. She could not say if this was because of her European descent, the way her family raised her or just and only because she wanted to her Tabitha. Even though the older woman was smiling shiningly, she did not forget what Tabby told her on the phone – she had to tell her something that she could tell only to her. It was both stressing and flattering. “La mia casa è la tua casa,” Siana said, stepping back. She gave some space for Tabby to enter the flat, waving with hand to its inside. “Where’s my little boyfriend Rado?” Siana chuckled quietly at the little joke they had. “I have no idea,” she shook her head. Radoslav was only waiting for Tabitha to ask for him, and suddenly jumped out of the space between the door and the wall. His little hands grabbed the girl’s legs as he screamed out, “Boo!”.

Siana could only feel how much she wanted this to never end. She was looking at Tabitha and Radoslav and the way they were interacting. Radoslav was an open-minded kid and it was not really difficult to get under his skin, but he had some odd kind of sixth sense, and he could always tell if a person had pure thoughts in mind or not. “Tabby, I made a cake for you,” the little boy screamed, his pure childish excitement shining through his big blue eyes. He took Tabby by the hand and led her inside. Siana sighed quietly. She was truly proud of her son’s gentleman manners. “Take a sit,” she said, pointing at one of the two red couches. The table was pretty well arranged and filled with everything a hungry person would want to take a bite from. And the cake, of course. “This is for you. I helped Rado to make everything,” she shrugged and smiled warmly at the fact that both she and Tabby knew that actually Radoslav helped his mother with the whole preparation. “Tell me now how are you doing,” Siana asked her, dropping into the couch.

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