bright like a diamond .
Oct 13, 2012 10:49:45 GMT -5
Post by nicolette on Oct 13, 2012 10:49:45 GMT -5
when you hold me, i'm alive & you and i are like diamonds in the sky
[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=style, background-image:url(http://i54.tinypic.com/2vafwqd.jpg), border: solid #ffffff 5px; width: 400px; height: 700px;] Nicolette hadn’t been in LA for any extended period of time for quite some time now. She’d come for photoshoots and stuff and the only people she ever saw were those in the shoot with her. So that was mainly just Bianca that she’d seen. She didn’t tell anyone that she was moving back. She didn’t want to tell them and then end up not moving back. The more she thought about it the more she realized she had so few people to even tell anyway. So many people had moved away and moved on with their lives. And then there were all the people who had problems with her when she’d left, which was the major reason she had left. She had made a lot of serious mistakes and couldn’t handle it. She thought she was a lot stronger than that, but deep down she knew damn well that she wasn’t. She couldn’t handle that many people being upset with her. Why did she decide now was a good time to come back? She honestly couldn’t tell you. She wanted to get her life back. She wanted to have fun with friends that she could keep for a while. In Hawaii she obviously had friends, but for the most part people were just visiting, so it was hard to make long term friendships. So here she was. She was sitting in an empty room in her new condo. She had boxes sitting in the hallway that needed to be unpacked and put away in this room. She really didn’t want to do it. She was still thinking about whether or not it was going to be a good decision to even come back. She wanted to be here and start all over again. She used to love being here and she wanted that feeling again. She wanted to be able to enjoy her life again. She didn’t used to be nearly this sad about her life and she was determined to not be this way any longer. She just wanted to be happy all the time like she was. She was going to find a way to keep herself happy and she was sure that all of this human interaction would be really good for her. She was going to try and not drink as much (though that was going to be pretty tough since she loved it so much) so that she wouldn’t be so apt to make a bad decision. She didn’t know how to drink and make good decisions. She let everything go when it happened. She got drunk and nothing else was in her control. That’s what happens to a lot of people, but they didn’t seem to have as hard of a time as she did. She knew it was stupid and that at the age of 24 she needed to be in control and stop being so silly about it all. She stood up and sighed, going into the room that would be her bedroom and started sifting through the closet. She was going to go out. She was going to have a good time and forget about the shit that’s going on right now. She pulled out some clothes and got dressed, looking at herself in the mirror and deciding the outfit looked good. It didn’t take long to get ready, but searching for her purse and phone on the other hand was a task. She finally found them and shut the door, locking it behind her and getting into her car, heading out to the first club she could think of. The bouncer remembered her and let her in after chatting with her for a bit. She looked around and smiled. It was all the same. Nothing really ever changes in here. She went up to the bar and ordered a drink, sitting there chatting up with a few people, thinking about how the night might go. |
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