// paint it red
Sept 27, 2012 9:15:33 GMT -5
Post by asher on Sept 27, 2012 9:15:33 GMT -5
[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=style, background-color: dddddd; border: #cccccc solid 8px; width: 420px; padding: 15 5 15 5px;] I wipe my brow and I sweat my rust The Words: 980 The Outfit: HERE The Notes tag: b. "yes love, strap up." asher coaxed as he watched kennedy climb into her car seat, pulling the straps of the contraption together so that asher could fasten them tightly. kennedy knew how to fasten the straps herself but it often too far too long and tested asher's patience when they were crunched for time in the early morning. he was a good father, honestly he was, but sometimes asher just couldn't drum up the patience to wait for kennedy to do the thing by herself. most often times he would give her a pat on the head, praise her for trying, and just finish it himself. did he believe that in that moment he was emotionally stunting his daughter> um, no. at the moment he was concerned with getting her to preschool at a proper hour. asher wasn't the type to see his every move in some kind of horrible future retrospect. not allowing his daughter to fasten her own seatbelt did not mean that in the future she was going to belittle herself and form a relationship with a man who was going to beat her. she wouldn't look up at the ceiling as it spun around her, one of her eyes swelling shut and say 'damn, if only my father had let me fasten my own seat belt'. frankly, it was all preposterous to assume in the first place. asher would never let someone so vile near his daughter. asher himself might not be the greatest role model for such things but when it came to women he did respect them, he just didn't trust them long enough to keep them around. besides, taking the job over from kennedy gave her incentive to try harder and do better the next time. if the need to rush hadn't been so prevalent then he would have given her all the time in the world to complete the task and would have still given her the proper praise. right now his biggest concern was getting her to the preschool before that stuffy old bat looked down her nose at him once again. asher wasn't quite able to put his finger on why the cow didn't fancy him in the slightest. maybe it was his smirk, or maybe it was the way he flirted with her employees, he really wasn't sure. "that's a good girl." he said gently, smiling down at kennedy and giving her a peck on the forehead as he closed the clasps together, making sure they were good and secure. "fingers and toes in the car please." he reminded as he stepped back, watching as kennedy pulled her right arm and leg over to the left, giving him ample room. he's made the mistake of banging a finger or a leg once in a while. he was a single father, he was honestly doing the best he could. of course the single father bit could only get him so far in life but after one too many accidents both he and kennedy had learned ways to avoid them. once he was sure all limbs were tucked away from the door, asher pushed it closed and walked around the car to the driver's seat. to some asher might seem like a failure as a father but really, all the man ever tried to do was make that little girl happy. nobody was a saint. no one was going to go through life making all the right choices and saying all the right things. one day they were going to screw up. asher was unpracticed and he wasn't much of a fatherly figure in the first place so he was doing his job and he was going to do it to the best of his ability but there was likely to always be mistakes somewhere in the mix. someday he would leave scissors around and kennedy would be missing a sizable chunk of hair for her first school picture or something else ridiculous but one could never say that the needs of that little girl weren't met. she was fed, clothed, and loved beyond a shadow of a doubt. from what asher could tell he was giving his daughter something to complain to the therapist about down the road and for those who never imagined their kids needing a therapist because they made their kid's lives so grand, they were sorely mistaken. at least asher lived in the realm of reality here. as per usual asher got his daily glare from the pudgy woman who ran the daycare, making an attempt at shooing him away the moment he'd given kennedy a kiss on her forehead and put her captain america lunch box in her hand. kennedy had picked it out, but asher couldn't deny her style. "bye love." he said with a smile, waiting for her to turn around and dash into the building before he turned back to his car. once in he drove off in search of caffeine. asher didn't mind coffe, though he came from a stereotypical tea country, but when a majority of his time was spent up and on the go, he needed something to keep his eyes from drifting shut. he hit the starbucks down the street, parking and heading into the building. the line was short and a black coffee quickly found his possession as asher found an empty couch-like seat by the window, pulling a script out of the messenger bag that hardly left his side. he chuckled quietly as he attempted to read around the colorful scribbles on the title page of the script he was holding. kennedy had obviously mistaken his script as scrap paper and had proceeded to scribble away but it made him smile as he turned the page and began to read, getting serious as he took a sip of his coffee, his eyes trained to the paper. |