SINGING MY BLUES . HUNTER

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[style=padding: 5px; text-align: justify; font-size: 9px; font-family: verdana; line-height: 100%;] tabby hummed quietly to herself as she colored in her spongebob coloring book as she tried to pass the time. her head was pounding like crazy after a night of wild antics with her friend datty. her head snapped up though when she heard the familiar ring of her skype. her eyebrows furrowed together as she checked to see who it was and was surprised to see it was hunter. this was long overdue obviously. biting down on her bottom lip she accepted the call and flashed him a quick smile. "hey"

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hunter wasn't too sure what to do anymore, he'd done just about everything he could. no matter how much he loved tabitha, things had been getting off track. she'd been avoiding him, not answering him, and it was about time that he talked to her about it. this could be the end, he knew... but some things just couldn't be helped. closing his eyes for a moment, he waited a few seconds before pressing the call button. seeing her come onto the screen, he gave that small fake smile right back to her. hey.... how are you? simple talk, was probably going to get him nowhere.

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[style=padding: 5px; text-align: justify; font-size: 9px; font-family: verdana; line-height: 100%;] she didn't mean for things to get so..strained, she hated dealing with stuff like this. anyone who knew her knew that personal issues weren't her thing and she tried her hardest to avoid them, sweep them under the rug if you will. "oh you know, just filming my ass off." she laughed, looking up from her masterpiece to grin at him. "how've you been? it's been a while since we talked love.."

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this was new territory for hunter, and maybe tabitha's brother had been right the whole time. they needed to slow down, or... this would happen. i'm guessing filming is going well then. he let the small pup jump onto the bed with him, before looking back at her. i'm confused really... i don't know what you want anymore. and you've ignored me, haven't answered my texts, i just don't know what i did. mind as well get it out all as one, wasn't like he really needed to beat around the bush.

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[style=padding: 5px; text-align: justify; font-size: 9px; font-family: verdana; line-height: 100%;]she grinned at the puppy and wiggled her fingers in a small wave. "hi my love! aww, i miss my babies." she said pouting before placing her attention back to him as he spoke. there it was, out in the open now. the girl sighed, shrugging her shoulders lightly as she looked away for a moment. "you didn't do anything.." she replied, biting down on her bottom lip. she honestly didn't want to talk about this, she wanted to avoid all of it. "it's me..i need to clear my head and focus on me and what i want.." she stated, glancing down at her hands while she fiddled with them. this was probably not what he was expecting but she felt it needed to be done. they weren't talking to one another and it was her fault. "so i think we should take a break..just until i figure things out.."

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smiles a bit, watching spartacus trying to climb on the bed. someone else wants to say hi. he picked up the large pup, placing him in front of the camera on his lap. say hi to mommy. he then focused back on her, sighing. the whole "it's not you, it's me" talk, great. so, i'm guessing that i'm not what you want... he stared down at the dog, now not even wanting to look at her. tabitha, i'm always going to love you, and i hoped it would always be returned, but if you're not feeling it... if you don't want to be together... i'm not going to keep making you unhappy. though it hurt, he knew he had to say it, which caused him to bite his lip.

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[style=padding: 5px; text-align: justify; font-size: 9px; font-family: verdana; line-height: 100%;] tabby gasped in delight as she saw spartacus appear on the screen. that was her pride and joy, her son, she always thanked adam for showing up on her doorstep with the pup. "spartyyy! mommy misses you bunches!" she then proceeded to blow kisses at him, basking in the good moment before the mood shifted. it was probably something he didn't want to hear but it was the truth, at the moment she was a total fuck up. tabby exhaled deeply, not really sure on what to say. "i do love you..you know that." she spoke with a small frown. she let her small hand run through her hair as he tried to think of what to say next. "but it's not you though..whether you believe it or not is on you. i..." she trailed off, shaking her head. once again, justin was right. no matter how much she denied it - he was right, they had moved way to fast. "i just think we need a break.."

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this was it, this was the end... and he really was regretting ever moving as fast as they did. maybe she wanted to see other people, even though he could never imagine himself with someone else. i know, you can say that all you want, but i'm still going to feel like i've done something wrong to make things this way. he looked down, running a hand through his own hair. there it was, the "break" talk, which was really meaning they may never get back together or they'd wait for fate to lay it's hand. if that's what you want, tabitha, i'm not going to argue with you. just remember, i do love you, and if you do find someone else to be with... i wish you the best of luck. but i promise i will be here, when you're ready. what else could he say... this was it after all. there was no way to win her back, and at this moment, he was mad at himself.

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[style=padding: 5px; text-align: justify; font-size: 9px; font-family: verdana; line-height: 100%;] "hunter..don't do that. please..i already feel like shit and i don't need you making it worse." tabby sat up in her bed, her back resting against the head board as she fiddled with the hem of her shirt. she looked back at him and couldn't help but smile, i mean, smile genuinely at his words. "good cause i don't want you to give up on me but promise me that if you do find someone that you like..you'll give them a shot? you're too good of a guy to just waste away on me.." it would suck if that day ever came but if it did then she wouldn't stand in the way of that - she was the one ending things after all.

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he looked away from her for a bit, cringing at her words and patting the large dog still seated on his lap. i'm never going to give up on you, tabitha. every girl i come across, i'll always compare to you, and notice all the ways you're better than they are. i'd hate to see you with anyone else, but i can't stop you either. he would hate to see someone else all over tabby, he really didn't want to see it at all, but he knew it may end up happening. i won't be here when you return, i'm going to go back to new york... this is your house after all. do you want me to take rex with me? the small dog that they had gotten together, seemed to be very attached to spartacus, and he would hate splitting them.

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[style=padding: 5px; text-align: justify; font-size: 9px; font-family: verdana; line-height: 100%;] she frowned slightly at him, hating that he put her on such a high pedestal. "hunter...i'm really not all that great, i know about ten girls who are better than me..seriously." tabby sometimes wasn't the easiest person to get along with, especially when she was under the influence of certain substances. she figured he would move out but she didn't think he'd go clear across the country. "oh...um..if you want to take him you can..you can have a piece of me with you." she smiled. her eyes darted down to her wrist where her bracelet was that he had gotten for her. "want me to send this back to you?"

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he couldn't help but laugh, knowing she was going about doing this again. tabitha, what did i tell you when we first got together? you'll always be the one for me. he smiled at her, before looking down at spartacus and rex, sighing a bit. you know what, i think i'll get an apartment here, can't have spartacus going too much without his best friend. he made the excuse, just so he could still be close to her. he followed her eyes, noting that it was going to the bracelet, he was happy that she was still wearing it. read it, and i do hope that you'll keep on believing in it. i don't want it back, i gave it to you, and it's forever yours. he knew that what the bracelet said was something she had trouble believing, and that's his whole reason. he couldn't take that away from her.

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[style=padding: 5px; text-align: justify; font-size: 9px; font-family: verdana; line-height: 100%;] she smiled, shaking her head at him/ "yeah but how do you know that? don't you sometimes feel like that's..i don't know.." she frowned. "i honestly don't see what you see in me but if i haven't changed your mind by now then it must be true.." tabby then held up the bracelet, letting him know that the words were sinking in..from time to time. getting an apartment in los angeles was perfect, it made her feel a bit better. "besides, spartacus loves you and he'll miss seeing your face everyday.." the like i am went unsaid but she felt like he wouldn't buy it.

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it seemed like tabby was always doubting herself, and it seemed like she was not questioning why he liked her so much. "tabitha, if i wanted anyone else, i'd be with them already. sometimes feel like we don't belong? no, actually. i never felt like that, you are the girl of my dreams. he smiled at her, and it seemed like she perked up when he changed his mind about moving to new york. though he would be closer to family, he wanted to stay here. i'll come over whenever you invite me, and make sure you're not drinking yourself to the grave or allowing spartacus to drink. he knew about her problem, but she never really opened up about it. there were a lot of things he knew about tabitha, a lot and most likely more than any other person, but he never knew why she drank so much.

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