#LIFESAVIOR

[drew]

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[drew]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=style, width: 340px; background-image:url(http://i583.photobucket.com/albums/ss279/legendskseeker/fk5qwnjpg.png); padding: 30px; border: #a0a0a0 solid 30px; ] it was a great big world SOLO, OCTOBER 2007 Okay, so that hadn't worked quite the way that Drew had thought. She'd expected flirting with a guy that was the objection of every passing thought lately, would push a friendship with a school girl crush to something more, but it turns out that sometimes a friendship is better being left off that way. After making an idiot of herself, giggling and even adding in a little hair twirl, she felt she'd completely lost herself and it had gotten her no where. Donovan had said it was a bad idea, but instead of listening to his guy advice she parading down the thought taking the invisible act and making a splash that told everyone she was more than just a tom boy. It hadn't been as plan, if there was even a plan to start with. If anything, being left alone and wanting hadn't been in the cards, at least not the ones that she'd carefully selected. How was she ever going to tell Donovan that he was right about the douche from down the hallway from him? How was she ever going to live down the fact that she had yet again failed to make an impact. All she'd managed to do was waste study time for a lovely game of, watch the boys play and eventually get passed the controller when no one else was interested in playing anymore. She'd always hoped that she'd get alone time with him, praying the boys would leave before dorm curfew but that had been a load of laughs now, joke was on her. She'd even pulled the, "You aren't going to let me walk alone are you?" route that she'd seen other girls use successfully. She'd come to terms with the fact that she was different, at least she was trying to. All the ape of a man had said was, "I thought that's what Donovan was for." he joked, his friends laughing. "You'd like to think thats all his for." she said, without thinking about what her words had meant. She prayed that the room full of jock guys would keep her comment to themselves, and not spread it around school that Donovan and Drew were sleeping together, but she couldn't count her blessings enough. She knew that by the time she got to her dorm room, sour dish candy would be waiting snoring in the bed next to hers, drooling away. While she would be laying awake for hours wondering how she could have been so stupid to think a guy like that could ever show interest in her. "It's been a long night," she her fingers hitting the keys of her razor without much thought, second nature now, predicted text was all the spill now days. are you ok? he best friend texted back and a smile spread at her corners of her lips, at least she could count on him, he always had her back no matter what. "Yeah, fine, just gonna go to bed, talk to you tomorrow?" she replied in quick order, as she passed his dorm door that he shared with Sterling. He would never know that she'd passed it or that she had visited the dumb ass again,. The guy he never liked or approved of. She made it to the elevator and pushed down before she received her next text, "Sweet dreams Ducilla." she all but growled at the screen as she turned back around and pounded on the door, "DONOVAN ANSWER ME" she yelled kicking the door, seconds later his face was in front of hers, "You know better." she yelled. with a lot of places to run

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