#KnockKnock
Aug 22, 2012 18:17:52 GMT -5
Post by sterling on Aug 22, 2012 18:17:52 GMT -5
[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=style, background-image:url(http://i141.photobucket.com/albums/r71/maggiesrpstuff/BACKGROUNDS/fk5qwnjpg.png); width: 457px; padding-top: 30; padding-bottom: 30; -moz-border-radius: 35 35 35 35; -webkit-border-radius: 35 35 35 35;] hi MAKING TIME 4 U During a weekend getaway to California, it was like being in Sterling Van Dyke’s old stomping ground. He was originally from Beverly Hills, and was quite comfortable walking the streets of Los Angeles without a ping of usual uplifting anxiety that came with being in a place he wasn’t quite comfortable with. To be honest, he was a chicken shit, he was afraid of nearly everything, except public embarrassment. To someone that didn’t know him that well, he’s come off as whiney sometimes, but otherwise funny. He’d been in LA for a whole day, arriving at LAX around noon on Friday, his father picking him up, like he’d done a few dozen times before. He’d been living in New York City for the past several years, ever since he’d gone out on a wimp and choose to attend school outside of California, against his family’s most popular ideas. He’d been afraid at first to adventure to the other side of the country, but after the first semester passed, he couldn’t picture himself living anywhere else. California had become his second home. He hugged his father and his sister at the curb where they picked him up from, his small bag on his pack with a few sets of clothes and other important belongings like his mini laptop; it was always the same, awkwardly showing affection for each other. They still hadn’t forgiven him for choosing a life so far away and now that he was graduated, they expected him to high tail back to safety, but again he shocked them by keeping his distance. His life was in New York now. His sister ushered a how are you, as she patted her pregnant belly, but remained uninterested in his reply as her dark eyes locked on their father as he grabbed for the small bag to place in the trunk of the oversized SUV. Now that he was alone in the city, he was enjoying himself. He’d taken a cab from his house to downtown Hollywood, the pressure of pretending to be interested in snap shots of an unborn baby in black and white, looked more like random blobs of shapes, but her finger pointed at individual parts of the photo to inform him what each body part was, he smiled, and laughed and even made jokes about it, trying to lighten the moment, his family were jokesters as well, it’s where he’d gotten it, but apparently joking that the baby was going to come out a squid was out of line, who knew? The stress was more of a recent thing when she had gone out and got pregnant, but refused to tell anyone who the father was. In Sterling’s eyes, having a baby join the family was a welcome, holidays would be fun again, but no brother wanted to see their sister fall down that hole, she wasn’t dating anyone, and she otherwise hadn’t mentioned any names for months, so the question was, did she even know who had gotten her pregnant? That was what bothered him, and whether everyone else in the family just wanted to ignore it or not, it was staring him in the face, he couldn’t pretend to be excited to have a child be born into the family, he wasn’t an actor, and he didn’t get paid to lie. His long limps carried him down the busy streets, it was a little after two in the afternoon, and people were crowded on the sidewalks looking into the windows of stores and shops, eying clothing and others, who were obviously tourists were snapping pictures of nearly everything. He let a sideways, half grin pass his lips. No matter which city he was in, tourists were always the same; they looked so out of sorts like they were thrown in from Mars. He walked with a bounce, like he always did, his cellphone played random songs, which other men would consider embarrassing, his red ear plugs pushed into each ear, he mouthed the words to a song, really putting some effort into not breaking out into full swing sing and dance. He passé the Chinese theater where a bunch of celebrities had placed their hands and feet s into, leaving a piece of them forever, and again the feeling of old passed memories flooded his mind as the words to a Cher Lloyd song played, how things changed without even noticing, the last time he’d walked this path he’d been visiting his parents for Christmas, and now, nearly a year later, he had returned and yet nothing had really changed, but at the same time everything had. How had his family become such a mess when as children they always promised to never let drama or otherwise normal dysfunction ever creep into their family? He let his smile fade; a he paused, leaning against a building, faces passed and so did the song he was listening to, well wasn’t he feeling a little moody this afternoon? @maggie @daisa |
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