JAR OF HEARTS

[lexie]

Camryne had been feeling nauseous and stuff lately and she couldn't explain why. A few days after she had sex with Parker she started feeling weird like she ate something bad. Not to mention some other things that were just going wrong inside of her body. She started assuming the worst seeing as they did have unprotected sex accidentally and that people were telling her that. She started believing every word. She sat on the couch and stared at the floor like she was in another world. She was sitting up with her laying on top of her knees and biting her fingernail, just thinking. Anybody walking in on her would think she were crazy, but it was obvious she had something on her mind.

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Parker had just finished running outside, since he didn't feel like working on his equipment that day, and it felt nice out. He was feeling like a million bucks. A few days ago, he had sex with his girlfriend for the first time. He didn't think he'd get that far, he didn't think it would happen when it did. But it did, and he was very happy. He walked inside of his place, where his brother was most likely out, and his girlfriend was in. Camryne was staying with him for a few days. He had to watch over her for his friend and ex-girlfriend, Holland. It was a whole confusing net, and he didn't try to solve it. Everyone was fine, and there was no need to cause unnecessary drama. He spotted Camryne on the couch, and instantly gave her a smile. That smile faded, though, once he saw her condition. "..Woah, Cam. Are you okay? Take it easy with the nail biting." He started getting nervous.

[lexie]

Camryne had no clue Parker came in through the door until he called her name. She looked up at him and laid her hand down on her lap, looking down at the floor. "I don't know. I haven't been feeling good lately. Ever since we--Nevermind." Camryne didn't want to get into that. It seemed that every time Parker was near Camryne there was some sort of drama that he had to listen to or be in. That was the last thing that she wanted, she wanted Parker to be happy in his relationship, not like he has to be committed because he doesn't want to hurt her feelings. Camryne finally got the guts to look up at him and talk to him face to face without being afraid. "We had unprotected sex and I've been feeling nauseus and stuff lately. I keep thinking the worst." She looked up at him as if she were ashamed of herself, "I'm scared." She said placing her face in her hands trying to hold back the tears.

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[parker]

Parker felt his heart start to race at her words. Could it be possible? He knew exactly was she was talking about, and he tried not to think about that element. He was hoping for nothing to happen. But he then realized how possible it was. Biting his lower lip, he walked over to Camryne, and sat down next to her. He listened to her next sentence, and everything froze for a second. This was not a good sign. He took a deep breath, and tried to compose himself. But it wasn't working. He was in shock, and didn't know what to say for a moment. He finally unfroze, and then opened his mouth to say some, closing it a second after. He opened his mouth again, but then closed it once again. He finally found the strength to say something. "So you might be.... Pregnant." He had to force the word out, reality hitting him like a ton of bricks. "...You might be pregnant, Cam." He was scared, too. He wasn't expecting to be a father this early. He didn't know what to do. What to say. The only words that could come out of his mouth was the fact that she might possibly be pregnant.

[lexie]

Camryne had bought three pregnancy tests just yesterday, but didn't want to take them until she informed Parker of the possibility. And he seemed to have taken it the way she had, but in a bit of a calmer form. She knew he was shocked and didn't know what to say, and she didn't blame him. The only thing she could do was nod her head and look back at the floor, still ashamed of herself. She still blamed everything on her because that was just the way that she was. Blamed herself for all the mistakes in her life, even if they probably weren't all her fault. "I bought pregnancy tests. Three of them. But I haven't..used them yet." Camryne continued holding her tears back, although it kept getting harder and harder. She wanted to take the tests and have them coming out negative, she needed them to come out negative. If not, there's no telling how there life would change.

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[parker]

He finally found a bit more of composure, trying to wrap his mind around the whole concept. It was too hard, though. He didn't think something like it would happen to him. Of course, he should have been a bit more diligent with using protection, but it slipped his and her mind. So now they were paying the price. He bit his lower lip, and noticed how much his girlfriend was struggling. He reached out and took one of her hand, pulling it towards him and placing his lips against it, hoping it would comfort her a little. "We'll get through this.." He tried to keep his voice as calm as he possibly could. He hated that he was scared over this, he rarely ever got scared. "...Do you want to go and take the test now?" He kissed her hand once again, trying to keep himself and her calm.

[lexie]

Camryne couldn't see her and Parker being parents, not yet. She nor he were ready to have a baby in their lives, they couldn't afford it not to mention they wouldn't be able to handle the stress. They were both working on reaching stardom, and if a baby was involved not many people would want to hire them in a job, it's the business world. And it's common sense. When Parker touched her hand she felt much more reassured. She rested her head on his shoulder before looking up at his next question. She nodded her head and got up off of the couch, walking into the the bathroom reaching for the three boxes of pregnancy tests under the counter. About eight minutes later she was done taking the pregnancy tests, now she had to wait four minutes and wait to see if the tests said pregnant or not pregnant. She stood outside of the bathroom door and waited in the hall, biting her fingernails once again.

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[parker]

Parker sat on the couch once his girlfriend left to go and take the test. He rested his elbows on his knees and placed his face into his hands, groaning. He couldn't think of one other time where he had been this freaked out about anything. Just the thought of being a parent so early.. Sure, he was 24. But Cam was only 22, and they still were at a young age. This wasn't planned, either. It only made this so much more complicated. He was in love with Cam, and would stick it out with her, through thick and thin. He knew they weren't ready for the responsibilities that came with being parents, though. He waited patiently in the living room, very patiently. He wasn't exactly ready to face the dead reality. What if all the test came out positive? What would they do?

[lexie]

Camryne could not keep her eyes off of the clock, counting every ticking second that passed. It then passed four minutes and she walked into the bathroom, taking a deep breathe. Her whole body was shaking, and she hadn't even read the tests yet. She looked over the pregnancy tests and her legs instantly went week, leading her to collapse to the floor. She held her stomach and tears fell down her face. She had a huge break down and she felt like she couldn't breathe. The only thing that she could think was "Why is this happening to us?" she didn't know what she could have done to deserve this.

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[parker]

Parker was sitting quietly and focusing on his thoughts, until he heard a light crash from across the room, down the hall. He quickly stood up from the couch, running towards the source of the sound. If anything happened to Cam, he would definitely be upset. With a deep breath, he barged into the bathroom, and saw his girlfriend collapsed there, a huge mess. He took a deep breath, and looked around, looking for the cause of her breakdown. His eyes met with three pregnancy test lined up against the sink. When he read them, his heart stopped. All three, read positive. Not one showed negative. Positive. He bit his lip, and didn't know how to react. Instead of reacting right away, he went to the rescue of Cam. He sat down next to her and pulled her into his arms. "Baby, please calm down.." He whispered into her ear, kissing her head and whispering soothing words to her.

[lexie]

Embarrassment flooded over her when she heard Parker come in to see her walk in to see her the way she was. She did not plan on having a break down like this and it just made matters worse. But she had no clue that after having the best day of her life with the love of her life she would come to the worst. She felt Parker pull her into his lap and she couldn't even look at him, her makeup was probably running badly and she looked like a wreck, that much she knew for sure. "I'm pregnant." She spoke as she sniffed a bit. That's all that Camryne could manage to get out. "Parker, i'm pregnant." She kept repeating those words multiple times over and over. "Why?" She placed her head into his chest and continued crying. She wrapped her arms around his muscular and sweaty chest, not even caring about the fact that he just went running. All she cared about is that she was with Parker, and he was comforting her, not leaving.

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[parker]

Parker felt terrible. If only he hadn't been so careless, then they wouldn't have to be going through what they were going through now, and he wouldn't be holding a sobbing girlfriend. It broke his heart to see her like that. Knowing that he was the cause of it, made the fact that she was crying even worst. He couldn't understand how saying the P word made everything a reality. Maybe because he felt like he was in a dream. But the more the word was said, the more he began to realize that this wasn't a dream. This was a reality. He was going to be a father. "I'm so sorry, Cam... If only I wasn't so careless, then we wouldn't have to be going through this. I can't believe that.." He stopped himself, and sighed. He couldn't help but feel terrible about the whole thing. They weren't ready. "Maybe.. Maybe we should go to the doctor's, and get it confirmed by an expert, Cam." He didn't think it'd make a difference, but it was definitely worth the try.

[lexie]

It almost angered Camryne when Parker put all of the blame on his shoulders. Although that statement was completely hypocritical seeing as Camryne blamed herself for the whole thing, just knowing that he felt guilty for her becoming pregnant hurt her to a high extent. "Parker. This is not your fault. Don't blame yourself, please. I took a huge part in this too. I wasn't pressured into anything, therefore this is not your fault." Camryne looked up at Parker letting out a deep sigh trying to calm herself down. Parker then suggested that they go to the doctors to see if the pregnancy tests were wrong or if they are absolutely right. If the doctor said that she was for a fact pregnant then they would have to figure out something to do. But if he told them that they weren't, they would have a huge burden lifted from their shoulders. Camryne nodded at him, "Yeah. That sounds like a good idea." She gave him a weak smirk then attempted to get up.

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[parker]

Parker decided not to argue with her. Even though he strongly disagreed with her, he didn't want to cause anymore drama than there already was. He already couldn't think straight. Arguing wouldn't make anything better. When she agreed to go to the doctor's, he gave her a small smile right back, and help her up to get off of the ground. After she was up, he stood up with her too. "I know this seems a bit extreme and slightly selfish, but can I take a shower real quick? Then we can go to the clinic." He really would do it in a heartbeat, because the anxiety was killing him and he wanted to know whether he was going to be a parent or not. But he would rather not smell sweaty and disgusting when going with her. It would give him some time to collect his thoughts, too.

[lexie]

After Parker helped Camryne up she couldn't help but giggle at his next statement. "Of course you can, babe." She spoke still with a hint of humor in her voice. She knew that he didn't intentionally try to make her laugh, but it worked. The fact that he had no idea that he did that was what made things all the more entertaining in her eyes. Camryne decided to give him the freedom of going to take his shower, so she got up out of the bathroom and curled up on the couch, turning on the television. She knew he probably wouldn't be long so she didn't bother put on something that she liked because she was always the type to want to watch everything and wouldn't leave until she saw it. She just turned on the news and before she knew it she had fallen asleep.

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