DON'T MAKE ME FALL FOR YOU ,

[rita]

It had been more than a hard week for Leonardo, actually it had been a really hard month for him and it always was a hard month for him normally but there was even more shit that happened to him. It started with his army reunion thing, finding out his best friend died and then he went to Los Angeles, he wanted to get away from it and since Life Intertwined had finished filming he decided to go and live with his girlfriend Honor Zadian till his next film started. Then he lost his phone in the airport, then a photo of Honor leaked, meaning he hid from her for a small while, then he made her a meal, bought her flowers and shoes to make her feel better and it worked. He was introduced as a A lister in the papers as well, he had finally got to the top rank, he was proud of it but it didn’t last long, now he had to deal with the fact that the press was once more trying to shoot his relationship down by saying Honor had a sex tape. So as he sat in her bedroom, with the laptop on his knee he looked at the article, his girlfriend laying on a bed with only her underwear on and the cruel words that were next to it, he was trying to keep his cool but it wasn’t working too well.

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HONOR | OUTFIT

[kimk]

Honor had been gone the majority of the day. Off shopping and doing other things, she was out for a jog this morning when she got news of the article on the internet about her sex tape. She wanted to deny that there was one, but then that would have just made her a liar when it came out. No matter what happened, her vagina was going to be for sale in porn shops all over the world. That was troubling to think about. She wasn't proud of what she had done in her past, and she had told Leo that, without explaining exactly what those things were of course. She didn't want him to have a distorted image of her. She'd changed, right? She walked up the stairs and into her bedroom. When she swung open the door she saw Leo on her bed. "Hello!" She greeted with a smile. That smile faded within seconds as she saw the look on his face. She knew what he was looking at. Did he think it was all lies? She didn't know wether to be honest or to lie. Either way their relationship could be over in minutes. She had a look of fear on her face, and she swallowed hard as she stood in the doorway of her bedroom. This was definitely not a pleasant week.

[rita]

He didn’t want to get out of bed; ok he did get up, shower, changed and then just sat himself on the bed as he went through his e-mails. That was when it popped up, someone had e-mailed it to him, then he found it on loads of celebrity sites and well, whoever did this was clever, they knew how to piss off the newest a lister on the scene, I guess he was being selfish though and not thinking on how Honor would feel like this. He remembered her telling him that she was not proud of some of the stuff she had done in her past and now he was beginning to understand why, a sex tape was a very big deal when you were in the industry, fucking people and just being a whore was ok, because that was all they could say, but now people were going to be able to jerk off to her pleasured body whenever they wanted, that was what annoyed him. His thoughts were interrupted when she came into the bedroom, her face faded too as she stood in the doorway before he turned the laptop around to her and allowed her to see what he had been looking at ”Please tell me this is a bunch of shit” he spoke as he looked over to her.

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HONOR | OUTFIT

[kimk]

When it came to sex and making bad decisions, Honor was pretty good at doing both, so putting them together in a sex tape was rather fitting. Although she begged the man she had made it with to never release it, he obviously didn't keep his promise. He was probably mad at Honor was trying to get famous, or maybe he thought he was helping her fame. She knew that all this shit about her past was coming back to haunt her simply because she was dating one of the most recognizable people in Hollywood right now. As he turned the laptop around, she looked away, she'd already seen it, it was degrading. She walked over to the bed and sat down next to him, closing the lid of the laptop so neither of them could look at it. She looked him in the eye, that look of fear and apology never leaving her face. "I wish I could say it was." She would have touched him, held his hand or put a hand on his shoulder, but it just didn't feel like the right time to do so. "I'm so fucking sorry."

[rita]

Leonardo had his own sex tape, but he was the one who filmed it in high school and he remembers burning it at graduation, and believe me that thing was not coming back. But even though he knew what Honor was like he never thought she would do something like that, having sex was fine but filming it was on another level. He had just been noticed as an A lister, everyone wanted him or at least a piece of him and now it was all going to shit. He hated the limelight anyway and this week had just topped it all off, those emotions that he was so used to hiding from everyone were building up and it was tearing at him, sometimes he felt like he was going to break down if it all came out. She moved over to the bed and sat next to him, he watched her hand close the lid of the laptop before turning to look at her right in the eye, she wished she could say it was untrue, he hoped that it wasn’t but, I guess he was wrong once again. Then she apologized and he felt his jaw tense a little as he grinded his teeth before looking at his lap ”Sorry doesn’t help right now” his phone buzzed once more, it was probably five people now trying to contact him about the deal, honestly he was tempted the throw the damn thing against a wall to stop it buzzing.

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HONOR | OUTFIT

[kimk]

Honor was selfish, and even though she had seemed to have been changing as of late as she was dating Leo, she really wasn't. She just was not whoring around, but she still had all of the same qualities inside of her. Part of her was dating Leo because he could get her into the papers and magazines, but mostly she was dating Leo because she actually enjoyed spending time with him. Sorry doesn't help right now, the look on her face didn't seem as apologetic anymore. Her breathing became deeper and she was clearly enraged. "I make shitty fucking decisions, Leo. I already told you that!" The sex tape was about made about six years ago, right after she graduated college. It was with a mediocre rapper/r&b singer. She got up off of the bed and stood in front of him, looking down at him. "I can't fucking deal with you being pissed at me right now, i'm ashamed! I have to stop this before it gets out! And you know who has the help me? My fucking sister! My fucking sister has to help me get back a sex tape that I made six years ago. Do you know how fucking embarrassing that is, Leo?" She bit her bottom lip, holding back tears. She was frustrated and angry, mostly with herself. But of course she was going to take it out on him. That's how she operated.

[rita]

There was one thing that Leonardo had always been and that was family orientated, he didn’t care what sort of shit his sister got into, he would always be there to help her out. You could say that he was being downright mean for being pissed off at Honor right now, because it actually had nothing to do with him, but he knew it was going to turn into something that was about him, he was an a lister after all, if his names was in the papers then it meant big bucks for whoever published the story. She said that she made bad decisions and he looked over at her to see her face change expression before she stood from the bed, he swung his legs off but still kept his rear firmly on the bed as he looked over at her before she begun raising her voice in front of him, she was clearly angry at what he had said. He rubbed his chin harshly as he tried to keep his lid on as she spoke about family, he looked over at her before trying to find the words to say, he was not one with words, which was true. ”I am pissed, it doesn’t just affect you. It’s going to affect your family in general, it going to affect me, if they get their hands on it they are going to have a fucking field day.”

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HONOR | OUTFIT

[kimk]

They were both being selfish about the situation. Honor was concerned about her reputation and Leo was concerned about his. It wasn't Leo's sex tape, it was hers, and she was going to take care of this herself. If it just so happened to be released, she would sue because she never gave her consent to be in the video. If it was released on the internet, she'd sue the website. But she was going to try her damned hardest to try and have it stopped from being released all together. She didn't want ANYONE to see her sexual acts. She knew what was on that tape, and it was not for the eyes of the rest of the world. "I know its going to affect my family! That's why i'm so ashamed! They're going to be walking down the street and be getting harassed because of this!" Funny how she didn't mention Leo. For Honor, it'd always been family over everyone else. Hopefully he understood that. "I'm trying to stop it!" She never intended for this to happen.

[rita]

Leonardo and Honor had never really fought like this before, normally it was some sarcastic comment and regularly would end with some kind of pissed off sex and then they were back to normal, it was odd. He didn’t care that it was not his tape, and it had nothing to do with him, for the simple fact he was with the woman that was in it made him feel involved, it was his girlfriend for Christ’s sake, of course he gave a shit about all of this. She begun speaking once more and now it was beginning to get a little more, he never had been like this with her before. He let her speak, she had the right too since it was her tape before he sighed and scratched the back of his skull before he looked over at her, trying to calm his anger. ”Honor ...” he took a deep breath before he clenched his fists together, racking his brain for the words to say. ”I’m going to be here for whatever happens”

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HONOR | OUTFIT

[kimk]

Her thoughts were everywhere. She hated herself, she was ashamed of herself, and the worst part was, she couldn't just get into a time machine and go back in time and fix her wrongs. Honor had learned a lot over the years, and a lot of the time she learned the hard way. She knew that this sex tape existed, and quiet honestly, it had slipped her mind. This is so embarrassing. First nude photos and now a sex tape. She could've just died. She was clearly upset, but she wasn't crying. She was not going to cry in front of Leo. She watched his body language, and his fists clench. She felt like whatever he was saying was one big lie, and he was forcing himself to be this calm. Inside he was in a rage and didn't want to forgive her, she knew it. She folded her arms under her chest. "I can take care of this all by myself." She kind of just wanted him to disregard it, as if it nothing had happened. That way she could just take care of it and it'd be gone forever...

[rita]

This was worst than he thought to be honest, I mean he was all over the shop, he normally would have just left, got on a plane and headed back to NYC, end of conversation, end of their relationship and that was it, but he didn’t want to leave her, so he had to deal with this, which was hard. It started with that nude photo, I don’t know if someone was just out to get the couple, or maybe it was a jealous boyfriend who wanted her back and decided to release the tape, he had no idea, he couldn’t even begin to understand what the fuck was going through her head, she was so hard to understand sometimes and it frustrated him. He could see she was upset about it, the way she stood in a defensive position by folding her arms, the army taught him a lot and body language was the first and the most important to make sure someone didn’t shoot your ass because you couldn’t see the signs. ”oh right, I forgot “ he said before looking at her ”Your Honor Zadian, who doesn’t need anyone to help her, or care for her, because” he spoke before looking at her ”she can take care of everything by herself”

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HONOR | OUTFIT

[kimk]

She rolled her eyes and bit her bottom lip. RIght now she was not in love with him, she frustrated and annoyed with him and how he was acting. She wasn't acting any better of course, but she felt that she had a right to be upset and mad at the situation. Mostly, as stated before, she was mad at herself for making the dumb decision to let an ex-boyfriend video tape her while they had sex. Her bad decisions often came back to haunt her. Why were they all coming back to haunt her at the same time though? "I'm a fucking grown ass women, and I don't need a man to help me with anything." Oh, so now she was apparently on a man hating rampage. Understandable, I suppose. "All men have done is cause me problems." She pointed to herself. "I'm going to take care of this all on my own, that way I don't owe anybody anything!" Except lawyers… She couldn't take it anymore. She ran into the master bathroom, shut and locked the door and immediately started to cry. She tried to make as little noise as possible so that her boyfriend wasn't concerned. She just wanted to be alone.

[rita]

He watched as her teeth bit her bottom lip before feeling the tension in his shoulders, he was not going to fold his arms like she had because then he was not being open with her, folding arms was a sign of vulnerability and trying to keep yourself to yourself, or at least that was what he had heard and learnt from the army. This was one thing that a lot of people had to get used too with Leonardo, he was very closed off from feelings and emotions, and then to top it all off he was not the best with words, he tried to say the right thing but it never worked, he was hard to deal with sometimes and I guess now, right here was where you saw him trying but not saying the right thing. When she said that she was a grown woman and that she didn’t need a man around to help her it kind of hurt him, but made him understand her a little at the same time, she was twenty eight years old and never settled with anyone before, she was used to being alone, no wonder she couldn’t just accept the fact he was here for her but he was just a little pissed at the moment. She spoke once more before running into the master bathroom and locked the door behind her; he punched the air with pure anger before grunting and closed his eyes as he could hear the soft weeps of his girlfriend in the bathroom. He sighed before heading over to the door and leaned against it. ”I’m going to be here Honor, I am not going anywhere, because ...” he stopped and leaned his head against the door and took a deep breath, here goes everything ”I love you”

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HONOR | OUTFIT

[kimk]

She laid on the cold tile of her bathroom floor, bawling, wishing that the world would stop or end or for someone to come and just shoot her in the face. Ultimately she wanted to keep living, so she really just wanted all her problems to go away. It was times like these that made her rethink her plan for life. She wanted to be famous, sure, but if becoming famous meant having all of the things brought up from her past, she was going to keep having problems like this. But honestly, she couldn't think of anything she had done worse than make a sex tape though. Unless there were other nude photos floating around, and their probably were. She hated herself so much right now. She was laying in the bathroom hyperventilating like a freak. She was so overwhelmed. She heard Leonardo at the door, and she just wished he would go away. Or at least go down stairs and let her have this time to herself. I love you. She continued to cry. She didn't want to deal with that right now too, she couldn't even talk she was so upset. She stood on her knees and shuffled over to the door, unlocking and opening it. She sat on the back of her calves and looked up at him, mascara running down her face and tears still streaming down, but without all the sound. She must have looked so pathetic.

[rita]

He was stood facing the door to the bathroom as he stared aimlessly at the ground, he hated what this was doing to her, I mean it was bad enough that people didn’t like her in general before all of this but now people were trying to bring her down again when she was actually a nice person, she was changing, hell the both of them were, maybe that was why they were doing it, because they were jealous of what the couple had. He knew that what she wanted was him to go away and not bother her right now, she was not used to someone other than family wanting to help her, but he did want to be there and for once he was standing up and being a man, he was not going to run this time, because he loved her. Now he had finally admitted it to her, it took a lot for him to say those words, it had been too long that they had passed his lips and he was actually relieved as they caught the air and it was loud enough that she could hear him. He heard the catch unlock before he took his head from the door and looked as it creaked open and showed her sitting on her calves looking at him, with make up running down her cheeks before he knelt down next to her and took his place next to her, one arm wrapped around her waist and held her close to him, his other hand placed on top of her hands and held them, he pressed his lips against her skull and kissed it softly before speaking ”We’ll get through this, I promise.” a whisper lingered in the air

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HONOR | OUTFIT