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tabby had just returned from a quick trip to new york a few days ago, she needed some guidance from a woman she was beginning to trust more and more with each passing day. siana. the woman was samson's girlfriend and being that sam was like a father figure to her, it was only a matter of time before tabitha became close to her as well. she never saw it as her need to get close to the female just because she was dating samson. no, siana had this aura around her that pulled you in, her personality reeking nothing but good. so tabby had no problem letting her guard down and letting the woman in on her current secret. she was pregnant. not a oh, my period is late and i think i might be - no, it was a confirmed fact. she'd been pregnant for three weeks now and she had a pretty good idea on who the father was. tabitha had only been with one person and that had been teddy...her bodyguard. the girl had half the mind to yell out a few obscenities but she wasn't alone.

keeping her head faced towards the television, she cut her eyes at the male sitting next to her. dale had quickly become the guy that she couldn't have, obvious feelings were there but there was something always holding them back. well, more like a someone. at first it was hunter and now little miss jolene whatever the hell her last name was, she was ruining everything. this wasn't the first time tabby had to sit back and watch the guy she liked date someone else but both times she had nobody else to blame but herself. the choices she made led her here to be sitting on the side lines and now she had to deal no matter how much it annoyed and hurt her. she returned her attention back towards the television not even sure what they were watching, it was safe to say that she hadn't exactly been herself and she was sure that he had picked up on it by now. she began mentally kicking herself, she shouldn't have came over here but she couldn't bring herself to turn down an opportunity to see him.

what the hell was she going to do with this thing inside of her? the answer came to tabitha pretty quickly, she was going to abort it. plain and simple. keeping it in the dark like this was good for her because it kept other people opinions out of it. this was her body and if she felt she wasn't ready then she wasn't going to keep it. one of her biggest fears would be that all of her horrible traits that she had; alcoholism, promiscuity and of course the minor dug addiction - just to name a few. with her face twisted into a small frown, she let her slender hands stroke a section of her hair absently, a habit she did when she was deep in thought. oh god, this couldn't get out and if her brother found out she'd surely be dead. her body jerked in fright as she heard her name being called. "huh, what?" she responded as she snapped her head in his direction. although she didn't need to hear his question again, it was written all over his face. "it's nothing, still recovering from my almost near death experiece on the flight from new york.." she offered a quiet laugh, hoping he'd buy the lie.

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DALE | here | (:

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Dale hadn’t been getting up to much, it had just been his birthday and he had been shacked up in his bedroom with his girlfriend for the majority of it. Most of his other birthdays he would be seen gallivanting around with women and enjoying himself with alcohol, but this time he had a girlfriend and he liked it, it was nice to have someone to himself. He’d started to talk to Tabitha a lot more now, and he was enjoying her company again, the last time he had seen her it was weird, it was weird in that sort of way that he didn’t know what to do. He remembered hugging her and feeling all these kinds of emotions rise up in his body, he didn’t know what to do, he wanted to be faithful to Jolene, but then he knew that deep down there was something still burning for Tabitha, there was a fire that just couldn’t get put out, he was trying, he was stomping on that fire so hard and trying to make himself happy with someone else, but it was not dying down anytime soon. Tabitha had been distant with him the second she walked through the door and it was creeping him out, they were sat in front if the television.

He was sitting next to her for a little while before he moved away to change the channel, then finding a movie that he had been wanting to watch he left it on and just looked at Tabitha, she was completely distant, she was not there with him, she was somewhere else, her head was spinning in front of him and he didn’t know what to do about it. He knew that this was going to be hard, he knew that he wanted to be with Jolene right now, she was good for him but he was also annoyed at himself for not waiting, that little bit longer, just to see what was going to end up with her and Hunter, if he wanted, maybe he would be sitting here with her right now with her, as a couple, something he had once craved for. He moved around his living area for a moment before he called out to her, then when she didn’t answer he moved closer to the spine of the couch, she sitting in front of him and him standing behind before asking her ”Tabitha, what the hell is wrong with you today?” seeing her reaction fade for a moment before she snapped her head in his direction, he just watched her, she just was not here with him, she was somewhere completely different, and it frankly worried him.

Then when she spoke about the near death experience she had on her way back from New York he just cocked his eyebrow. He was not buying a world she was speaking to him, she flew a ton of times and probably knew how it felt in the worst of weathers but she was still trying to get by him. He moved around the couch before sitting next to her. ”Tell me what is wrong, you are just not here right now, you are sketchy and freaked out and honestly. You are scaring me a little” he was being honest with her because he had too, he wanted her to know he was here but she was not about to tell him easily what the problem was.

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TABITHA! | OUTFIT