hot like fire * ,

[felisha]

feefee johnson.

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- phone is ringing -

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[kimberlyn]

kim williams.

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"-answers phone and immediately starts speaking- what
happened this weekend? tell me now, i want details."

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[felisha]

feefee johnson.

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" -laughs- i don't know if i should.
you might go back and tell my bros. "

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[kimberlyn]

kim williams.

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"-gasps- i wouldn't... never. i have never told them a secret
of yours that you didn't already, or didn't want me to. so
spill now. before i die. a dead kim is no use for anyone."

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[felisha]

feefee johnson.

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" mhmm. -sighs- i guess i'll tell you.
i spent my whole weekend with brian...
i know i shouldn't have but i mean..i don't
know - i had fun. "

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[kimberlyn]

kim williams.

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"-silent for a long while- with brian..? leesha, what were
you thinking? you can't be falling for him once again. i
mean - it's him. think, guy who use to abuse you. are you
ready to forgive him for all the pain he inflicted on you?
i mean, you know i support you on everything. no matter
what it is. but this.. i don't know. it's kind of surprising to
me. the whole weekend with brian? -pauses and sighs-"

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[felisha]

feefee johnson.

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" so what if i am, i mean..-groans-
he's different, he's not like he use
to be. i don't want to hear your
lecture cause i hear it all the time
from juan and trey. -sighs- i wanted
to hang out with him and i did, i told
you cause i thought you'd be happy
but i guess i was wrong. "

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[kimberlyn]

kim williams.

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"okay, okay. i'm sorry. you're right, he might be different now.
but don't think for once i'm letting my guard down. if he's
making you happy, then i won't stop you from seeing him. just
be careful, okay? if you're happy, then i'm happy. but i think
you can understand where we're coming from. you're like
family to me, you're their family. we just want to protect you."

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[felisha]

feefee johnson.

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" you would really try to stop me.
-silence- i'm always careful booboo. i
don't need the protection...but thanks
for caring i guess. -pauses- it's jus' that
if trey had of never came over..i'd still be
with him...and we had some good times..
some damn good times together. and..
it's hard for me to date nowadays 'cause
of juan but also 'cause it's hard for me to
let my guard down with guys and when i'm
with brian -pause- i don't know it's just easy."

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[kimberlyn]

kim williams.

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"-pauses for a moment- no. but i'd still be wary of the whole
thing... -sighs gently- you don't have to explain yourself to me,
boo. i should just.. try to understand. you already get enough
from your family. i support you for now on. don't worry about
being scolded from me anymore! -pops lips- so.. how was it?"

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[felisha]

feefee johnson.

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" thanks...just promise you won't say
anything..especially to dejuan. he
has his own problems to deal with.
it was...ehh, it was alright. he's real
clingly. even more than before which
is just annoying. there was one point
where he had this look, like he use to
get before he would..-pause- but then
it went away and everything was good.
let's just say that i probably won't hang
out with him again but if he calls..meh. "

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[kimberlyn]

kim williams.

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"i promise. don't worry about me sayin' a word. -silent for
a long time- i'm trying so hard to have support for you, but
all i have to say is.. i really hope you don't see him again.
isn't there any other guys out there that has maybe caught
your eye..?"

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[felisha]

feefee johnson.

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" thanks. -laughs- even though i'll probably
end up telling trey anyway...dejuan, not so
much. you know i just told him about me and
brian's relationship..it was as bad as i thought
it would be. -silence- i want to but...-sighs- i don't
have it in me..to trust someone new. i always act
like i'm ready to date but i'm not. -pauses- it's pathetic. "

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[kimberlyn]

kim williams.

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"yeah... i don't think trey's reaction would be as bad as
dejuan's. -listens to carefully, then sighs- you are NOT
pathetic, leesha. not at all. it's understandable why it
would be hard to date in the first place. i don't think
you're anywhere pathetic. don't say it again. or i'll knock
yo' teeth out. -teasing voice towards the end-"

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[felisha]

feefee johnson.

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" no, i am pathetic. who hangs out
with their abusive ex? only a sad pathetic
bitch like me. and to top it off...i have the
nerve to actually like hanging out with him.
-sad laugh- i'm so lame. -silence- everybody
sees my happy go lucky side but deep down
im seriously fucked up..-groans- but whatever.
enough about me..what have you been up to?"

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