BURN IT UP !!
Sept 12, 2010 22:12:38 GMT -5
Post by Deleted on Sept 12, 2010 22:12:38 GMT -5
'' take your past and burn it up and let
'' it go , c a r r y on i'm s t r o n g e r than you'll ever know
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It was mid-September and Blake Bailey was in her limo, hiding away, she was due to be on set to her new movie Monday to start filming, but it was early Sunday afternoon. She wore big movie star sunglasses to hide her hazel eyes away from the sun, not even the tent of the back windows could shield her eyes from the rays. She had requested to be driven around, with no destination, but a natural pull landed her in the last spot she'd seen the love of her life.
She demanded her driver to stop the car, and she hopped out, leaving all her belongings snugged into the black leather seat. Her hair was her natural blond color again, which was what the character she was playing demanded of her, it was hanging midway down her back in a plethora of loose curls. Her make up was left over from the night before, and her clothes were form fitting jeans and an over sized t-shirt. She scanned the horizon as if looking for something, or someone, a sign that she wants going crazy. She had thought of hardly anything else in weeks, he was all the circled her mind. Just being in the area made it even worse, burning her like right through the heart. She touched her lips, which throbbed of the kisses they had shared together.
The moment that they were together and she finally got to feel his touch was the most breathe taking scene she'd ever had, filmed or not. She'd give anything to see him again, but he was like a ghost traveling in an opposite direction, despite her lack of interest in the gossip columns it was hard to ignore what she'd heard about him. It had broken her heart once more, pushing him out of her life again. The same pattern a different year. If she ever saw him again, she'd ask him, without question, no avoiding the problem this time, was he in love with someone else, was he interested in someone else, did he have a baby? Most importantly, what was she to him? Just another girl in his books, or was she special.
She closed her eyes, seeing his face in her mind, "I love you regardless of if you don't return it." she said out loud, knowing it was true.
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notes: rawr !
lyrics: ...to be loved - papa roach !
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