ALL OF THE BOYS,

[nicolette]

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it had been a while since nicolette had decided to go out to a club. she never felt like she needed to go to out to clubs because she was happy with her life the way it was. now, though, she's not so sure that she is really happy or if she just wants to be happy because everyone else is. she would really rather it be that she was happy, but she knew that there was no real reason for her to be happy. she did not really have a reason to be particularly unhappy, either, but she could not help but feel a bit like she had a reason. everyone around her was happy because they were finding people that wanted them, when all nicolette had found were people who wanted sex. nicolette was actually not a huge fan of having sex with people. as much as she denied it, she just liked the attention that she got, it made her feel much more wanted. she did not want to feel like she needed to be wanted, but she had to face the facts and realize that what kept her going was the fact that people wanted her to be there. she was by no means anywhere near the state of being depressed when she didn't have someone there wanting her, but it definitely put a damper on her mood when she thought about it.

nicolette was planning on using tonight to get out all of the sadness that was welling inside her. she hated having it there and knew that something needed to be done. so she invited nicole to go out and party with her so she could just forget about everything and it would be wonderful as hell. she heard the door knock and she answered it, though not fully dressed. it wasn't like nicole hadn't seen it all before. there was nothing new here. she didn't want to decide what she was wearing until she had confirmed it with nicole first, as girly as it was. she pulled nicole over to her closet and she pulled out a dress, a very low cut, short, draped dress. "The slut dress. I think this is too much for tonight. this is the dress that is for a purpose." she paused with a smirk on her face. "a purpose that is always fulfilled." she giggled and picked up a pink dress and looked over at nicole, with a questioning look.

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